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		<title><![CDATA[Court of the Fallen - Not-Canon]]></title>
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			<title><![CDATA[you had me at brrrr]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=12278</link>
			<pubDate>Wed, 17 Dec 2025 13:00:34 -0700</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=21">Neron</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">PREMISE: </div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">- Sunjata runs the local small town bar that's fallen on hard times<br />
- Neron is running for mayor and trying to climb his way up the ladder. They both are dating sisters, but don't know it until they arrive for a multi-day family holiday in a ski lodge. Neron is hoping to win over the wealthy family, but Sunjata seems to be the one effortlessly charming them, so they might be able to strike a deal for success, or find maybe they're with the wrong partners all along. </div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"><hr class="mycode_hr" />
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<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align">PART 1: MEET-CUTE</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">The heavy doors to the ski lodge close like a sigh behind him as he steps out into the crisp night air, fairy lights twinkling though the glass and framing the cozily decorated reception area within. Having excused himself from the welcome festivities - rounds of spiked hot cocoa and marshmallows, niceties that sound vacuous with each repetition, smiles that start to hurt the cheeks with insincerity - to use the restroom, instead Neron takes himself around to the side of the lodge porch, reaching into his dark coat for the pack of cigarettes he'd promised his girlfriend he'd quit two weeks ago.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">He'd not expected it to be this difficult, honestly. Politics is a role he'd been born to play, and that extends to most social areas, but no more so than when he's putting on his best performance to woo the upper crust before election day. They don't appear all too interested in him, though. No, they're more invested in the poor barfly (bartender? bar owner? he doesn't know, he wasn't listening) and his stories, and gods if Neron hasn't had enough.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">There will be more days to come, he knows, but for now he just needs a little something to take the edge off. His gloves and a breathmint after will cover the evidence of the bad habit, he hopes, and it's to the distant sound of sleigh bells from a group walking by and the faint tune of <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">baby it's cold outside</span> that he sparks his cigarette and draws deeply on it.</div>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">PREMISE: </div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">- Sunjata runs the local small town bar that's fallen on hard times<br />
- Neron is running for mayor and trying to climb his way up the ladder. They both are dating sisters, but don't know it until they arrive for a multi-day family holiday in a ski lodge. Neron is hoping to win over the wealthy family, but Sunjata seems to be the one effortlessly charming them, so they might be able to strike a deal for success, or find maybe they're with the wrong partners all along. </div>
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align"><hr class="mycode_hr" />
</div>
<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align">PART 1: MEET-CUTE</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">The heavy doors to the ski lodge close like a sigh behind him as he steps out into the crisp night air, fairy lights twinkling though the glass and framing the cozily decorated reception area within. Having excused himself from the welcome festivities - rounds of spiked hot cocoa and marshmallows, niceties that sound vacuous with each repetition, smiles that start to hurt the cheeks with insincerity - to use the restroom, instead Neron takes himself around to the side of the lodge porch, reaching into his dark coat for the pack of cigarettes he'd promised his girlfriend he'd quit two weeks ago.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">He'd not expected it to be this difficult, honestly. Politics is a role he'd been born to play, and that extends to most social areas, but no more so than when he's putting on his best performance to woo the upper crust before election day. They don't appear all too interested in him, though. No, they're more invested in the poor barfly (bartender? bar owner? he doesn't know, he wasn't listening) and his stories, and gods if Neron hasn't had enough.</div>
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;" class="mycode_align">There will be more days to come, he knows, but for now he just needs a little something to take the edge off. His gloves and a breathmint after will cover the evidence of the bad habit, he hopes, and it's to the distant sound of sleigh bells from a group walking by and the faint tune of <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">baby it's cold outside</span> that he sparks his cigarette and draws deeply on it.</div>]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[I'll wear u like a christmas sweater <3]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=12248</link>
			<pubDate>Mon, 01 Dec 2025 19:20:16 -0700</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=911">Charlie</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[Charlie pulls up to the cabin like she’s arriving at the Met Gala rather than a borrowed backwoods cottage, her little rental car chugging bravely through a snowbank as if it, too, has main character energy to uphold. The moment the tires crunch to a stop, she’s already got her phone in hand, the screen glow lighting up her face with the kind of sparkle that absolutely does not happen naturally at this altitude.<br />
<br />
[say]"Hiiiiii my sugarplum sinners!"[/say] she sings out, voice warm enough to melt icicles as she flips her hair back and angles the camera juuuust right. Her breath puffs out in the cold like glitter someone threw in slow-motion. [say]"Okay, babes, we made it! Winter Wonderland achieved! If Santa doesn’t personally sponsor me after this trip, I’m suing."[/say]<br />
<br />
Her jacket—fluffy, oversized, the exact colour of fresh peppermint bark cream—flares dramatically as she twirls, boots stamping playfully in the fresh powder. She gives her viewers a wink, sweeping one mittened hand through her hair so it falls in a soft, intentionally tousled wave that took twenty minutes in the motel bathroom before leaning close to the camera, grinning so wide it feels like she’s personally inviting everyone into the cabin with her. [say]"Okay, ready? You’re about to lose your collective minds."[/say]<br />
<br />
With flair worthy of a magician revealing the final trick, she spins the phone around, arm stretched high, nails sparkling like ornaments.<br />
<br />
The view fills the screen: the cabin perched beneath a halo of evergreens, snow falling in soft spirals, the whole valley glimmering like someone bedazzled an entire forest. Smoke curls lazily from a chimney belonging to a neighbouring property, the distant mountains dusted in icing-sugar white.<br />
<br />
[say]"Tell me this isn’t the <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">MOST </span>Hallmark Christmas mood you’ve ever seen,"[/say] she coos into the mic. [say]"I swear if a hunky lumberjack doesn’t show up with an emotional backstory in the next forty-eight hours, I want a refund."[/say] She pans slowly, letting the full majesty of the snowy world soak into the stream, her breath catching in something close to awe—or at least the closest Charlie gets without adding glitter.<br />
<br />
[say]"It’s giving #WinterKweenEnergy,"[/say] she declares. [say]"And babes, I have so many challenges planned you’re gonna scream."[/say] The camera wobbles as she hip-bumps the car door closed, laughter bubbling through her words. [say]"Okay, let’s go see the cabin!"[/say]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[Charlie pulls up to the cabin like she’s arriving at the Met Gala rather than a borrowed backwoods cottage, her little rental car chugging bravely through a snowbank as if it, too, has main character energy to uphold. The moment the tires crunch to a stop, she’s already got her phone in hand, the screen glow lighting up her face with the kind of sparkle that absolutely does not happen naturally at this altitude.<br />
<br />
[say]"Hiiiiii my sugarplum sinners!"[/say] she sings out, voice warm enough to melt icicles as she flips her hair back and angles the camera juuuust right. Her breath puffs out in the cold like glitter someone threw in slow-motion. [say]"Okay, babes, we made it! Winter Wonderland achieved! If Santa doesn’t personally sponsor me after this trip, I’m suing."[/say]<br />
<br />
Her jacket—fluffy, oversized, the exact colour of fresh peppermint bark cream—flares dramatically as she twirls, boots stamping playfully in the fresh powder. She gives her viewers a wink, sweeping one mittened hand through her hair so it falls in a soft, intentionally tousled wave that took twenty minutes in the motel bathroom before leaning close to the camera, grinning so wide it feels like she’s personally inviting everyone into the cabin with her. [say]"Okay, ready? You’re about to lose your collective minds."[/say]<br />
<br />
With flair worthy of a magician revealing the final trick, she spins the phone around, arm stretched high, nails sparkling like ornaments.<br />
<br />
The view fills the screen: the cabin perched beneath a halo of evergreens, snow falling in soft spirals, the whole valley glimmering like someone bedazzled an entire forest. Smoke curls lazily from a chimney belonging to a neighbouring property, the distant mountains dusted in icing-sugar white.<br />
<br />
[say]"Tell me this isn’t the <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">MOST </span>Hallmark Christmas mood you’ve ever seen,"[/say] she coos into the mic. [say]"I swear if a hunky lumberjack doesn’t show up with an emotional backstory in the next forty-eight hours, I want a refund."[/say] She pans slowly, letting the full majesty of the snowy world soak into the stream, her breath catching in something close to awe—or at least the closest Charlie gets without adding glitter.<br />
<br />
[say]"It’s giving #WinterKweenEnergy,"[/say] she declares. [say]"And babes, I have so many challenges planned you’re gonna scream."[/say] The camera wobbles as she hip-bumps the car door closed, laughter bubbling through her words. [say]"Okay, let’s go see the cabin!"[/say]]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[[holiday au] Snowfall at the Toymaker’s Door]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=12246</link>
			<pubDate>Mon, 01 Dec 2025 08:36:45 -0700</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=321">Noah</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[Snow had a way of softening the world in Hearthfall. Even the old workshop at the end of Lantern Street with its paint peeling, its windows glowing with warm amber light, looked almost magical beneath the first real storm of the season. Inside, the toymaker moved with quiet precision, sanding the curve of a wooden reindeer no larger than his palm.<br />
<br />
The town beyond his door was stirring into its yearly sparkle. Garlands were being strung between lampposts, bells tied with ribbon clinked softly in the wind, and the bakery across the square was already rolling out their peppermint treats for the after-school rush. Every window seemed to hold a warm glow. Hearthfall embraced the holidays the way it embraced everything: gently, earnestly, as though the season itself were a promise.<br />
<br />
Noah paused to flex his fingers, the familiar ache of long hours settling into his knuckles. The workshop smelled of cedar shavings and warm varnish, a scent that wrapped around him like a cloak. Tall shelves lined the walls, filled with toys in every stage of becoming—half-painted tops, wooden trains waiting for wheels, dolls with blank faces ready for their first smiles.<br />
<br />
At the frost-rimmed window, he could see children racing across the square, leaving looping trails in the snow as they shouted and laughed, released early from their <s>prisons</s> schoolday because of the snow storm. He wondered which one of those running chidlren would get this deer in their stocking.<br />
<br />
He returned to the bench, selecting a fresh block of wood. The storm whispered at the eaves, and Noah let its rhythm guide his hands as another creation began to take shape.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[Snow had a way of softening the world in Hearthfall. Even the old workshop at the end of Lantern Street with its paint peeling, its windows glowing with warm amber light, looked almost magical beneath the first real storm of the season. Inside, the toymaker moved with quiet precision, sanding the curve of a wooden reindeer no larger than his palm.<br />
<br />
The town beyond his door was stirring into its yearly sparkle. Garlands were being strung between lampposts, bells tied with ribbon clinked softly in the wind, and the bakery across the square was already rolling out their peppermint treats for the after-school rush. Every window seemed to hold a warm glow. Hearthfall embraced the holidays the way it embraced everything: gently, earnestly, as though the season itself were a promise.<br />
<br />
Noah paused to flex his fingers, the familiar ache of long hours settling into his knuckles. The workshop smelled of cedar shavings and warm varnish, a scent that wrapped around him like a cloak. Tall shelves lined the walls, filled with toys in every stage of becoming—half-painted tops, wooden trains waiting for wheels, dolls with blank faces ready for their first smiles.<br />
<br />
At the frost-rimmed window, he could see children racing across the square, leaving looping trails in the snow as they shouted and laughed, released early from their <s>prisons</s> schoolday because of the snow storm. He wondered which one of those running chidlren would get this deer in their stocking.<br />
<br />
He returned to the bench, selecting a fresh block of wood. The storm whispered at the eaves, and Noah let its rhythm guide his hands as another creation began to take shape.]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[Peak Holiday Scandal]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=12245</link>
			<pubDate>Sun, 30 Nov 2025 21:11:57 -0700</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=900">Zavien</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[The snowstorm has decided to blow in sooner than expected, sweeping across Pine Peak and the surrounding towns in a blustering blizzard of dangerous winds and worse temperatures. Even with the heater blasting in his truck and a thick brown jacket on, Zavien can still feel the bite of winter at his cheeks, the windows threatening to fog over as he squints through the snowflakes being smeared away by his windshield wipers. If he had a choice, he'd be home, curled up by the fireplace, coffee or liquor warming his hands and some sappy Christmas movie playing. But alas, as an 'essential worker,' snowstorms don't excuse him from shifts and the rest of the department would like the chance to sleep.<br />
<br />
At least he's got a thermos of coffee in the cupholder and Michael Bublé playing on the radio. It's a close second, and he can't be upset when he's got his best friend riding shotgun.<br />
<br />
Seeming to hear his thoughts, Sol perks up, his floppy golden ears pointing towards him to earn a doting scratch on the head. The retriever's tail wags, thumping the back of the seat. Zavien chuckles and moves his hands back to the steering wheel, expertly avoiding a massive patch of ice that might have sent less experienced drivers or less capable cars careening off the road.<br />
<br />
The thought barely crosses his mind when a large glow of flashing yellow lights peeks through the bleary storm. Narrowing his eyes, Zavien huffs out a breath. [say]"This doesn't look too good, Sol."[/say]<br />
<br />
A car becomes more visible on the side of the road and he begins to slow. It's unclear whether it slid off, hit a bank of snow, or if something else had stopped the vehicle, but he shakes his head, trying to peer through the fog for signs of someone while he mutters under his breath, [say]"Who in their right mind...?"[/say]<br />
<br />
Coming to a careful stop behind them, Zavien throws on his hazards and grabs his gloves, donning his ballcap for good measure. Giving Sol another scratch behind the ear, he opens the door. [say]"Wait here."[/say]<br />
<br />
Cold hits him square in the face, snagging his breath in a cloud of snowflakes just as his boots crunch into the icy road. Shaking his shoulders of the tension trying to build, he shuts the door and makes his way forward to investigate.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[The snowstorm has decided to blow in sooner than expected, sweeping across Pine Peak and the surrounding towns in a blustering blizzard of dangerous winds and worse temperatures. Even with the heater blasting in his truck and a thick brown jacket on, Zavien can still feel the bite of winter at his cheeks, the windows threatening to fog over as he squints through the snowflakes being smeared away by his windshield wipers. If he had a choice, he'd be home, curled up by the fireplace, coffee or liquor warming his hands and some sappy Christmas movie playing. But alas, as an 'essential worker,' snowstorms don't excuse him from shifts and the rest of the department would like the chance to sleep.<br />
<br />
At least he's got a thermos of coffee in the cupholder and Michael Bublé playing on the radio. It's a close second, and he can't be upset when he's got his best friend riding shotgun.<br />
<br />
Seeming to hear his thoughts, Sol perks up, his floppy golden ears pointing towards him to earn a doting scratch on the head. The retriever's tail wags, thumping the back of the seat. Zavien chuckles and moves his hands back to the steering wheel, expertly avoiding a massive patch of ice that might have sent less experienced drivers or less capable cars careening off the road.<br />
<br />
The thought barely crosses his mind when a large glow of flashing yellow lights peeks through the bleary storm. Narrowing his eyes, Zavien huffs out a breath. [say]"This doesn't look too good, Sol."[/say]<br />
<br />
A car becomes more visible on the side of the road and he begins to slow. It's unclear whether it slid off, hit a bank of snow, or if something else had stopped the vehicle, but he shakes his head, trying to peer through the fog for signs of someone while he mutters under his breath, [say]"Who in their right mind...?"[/say]<br />
<br />
Coming to a careful stop behind them, Zavien throws on his hazards and grabs his gloves, donning his ballcap for good measure. Giving Sol another scratch behind the ear, he opens the door. [say]"Wait here."[/say]<br />
<br />
Cold hits him square in the face, snagging his breath in a cloud of snowflakes just as his boots crunch into the icy road. Shaking his shoulders of the tension trying to build, he shuts the door and makes his way forward to investigate.]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[dire engagements]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=12038</link>
			<pubDate>Fri, 19 Sep 2025 14:55:17 -0600</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=18">Ronin</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[The weather is pathetic. That's as good a place to start as any.<br />
<br />
Not a cloud in the night sky, the air warm and balmy, the stars dazzling overhead. It doesn't look like rain and it isn't even <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">pretending</span> at being foreboding, making the ramshackle house before them seem quietly derelict at best, but nowhere near menacing. Fuck sakes.<br />
<br />
[say]"See if you can add in some thunder and lightning in post,"[/say] Ronin is suggesting to the blonde checking their equipment. She seems obliging enough, but her hand darts out quick as a blade to slap the back of his own as he reaches for one of the cameras. [say]"Ow,"[/say] he hisses, snatching the limb back and shoving it into the pocket of his leather jacket.<br />
<br />
[say]"Anyone remember the history of this place? I Googled it a bit before we came but I just got as far as <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">family knifed to death</span> and <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">weird cult connections</span> before I got to the front of the coffee line."[/say] Speaking of which, Ronin turns to reach into the large black van parked before the house (the very same van the blonde is fussing around in) to grab his coffee.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[The weather is pathetic. That's as good a place to start as any.<br />
<br />
Not a cloud in the night sky, the air warm and balmy, the stars dazzling overhead. It doesn't look like rain and it isn't even <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">pretending</span> at being foreboding, making the ramshackle house before them seem quietly derelict at best, but nowhere near menacing. Fuck sakes.<br />
<br />
[say]"See if you can add in some thunder and lightning in post,"[/say] Ronin is suggesting to the blonde checking their equipment. She seems obliging enough, but her hand darts out quick as a blade to slap the back of his own as he reaches for one of the cameras. [say]"Ow,"[/say] he hisses, snatching the limb back and shoving it into the pocket of his leather jacket.<br />
<br />
[say]"Anyone remember the history of this place? I Googled it a bit before we came but I just got as far as <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">family knifed to death</span> and <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">weird cult connections</span> before I got to the front of the coffee line."[/say] Speaking of which, Ronin turns to reach into the large black van parked before the house (the very same van the blonde is fussing around in) to grab his coffee.]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[Maea's Journal]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=11253</link>
			<pubDate>Thu, 01 May 2025 17:24:42 -0600</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=180">Maea</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[<span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">319 PC, Longheat –</span></span><br />
<br />
I have become a person I don't like. Everyone has insecurities and fears, but at some point after my death I began to let mine control me. Looking back on the way I have acted over the past two years show with startling clarity that I have become trapped in a victim-like narrative of my own making, where I avoid facing my fears and emotions and project an image of who I would like to be that is shallow and false. <br />
<br />
I want to be open minded. Kind. Generous. Forgiving. Confident. Responsible and self-aware. I want to be calm under pressure, accepting of flaws and mistakes, and willing to learn and grow into a truer version of myself. <br />
<br />
What do I fear?<br />
Being abandoned. Being persecuted. Being alone. I fear being forgotten, trapped and robbed of choice. I am afraid of becoming apathetic to people around me, and I am afraid of being hurt by loss, both from heartbreak and death. Ie, I fear pain. <br />
<br />
By not facing these things I have begun to project my fears onto other people, acting in the very same way I fear being treated by others, and in doing so I have caused physical and emotional harm to those around me. My thinking has become narrow and rigid. I have become judgemental. I have not been receptive to the feedback from people around me and have repeatedly rejected opportunities to grow and learn from my mistakes. I have not taken accountability for my actions in a meaningful way, and I have not put in action any of my promises to change for the better. <br />
<br />
That ends now. From this day henceforth I will change course and take action to work on these flaws. I will forgive myself for being afraid, because that is a normal and human thing to feel, and I will act to take back the control over myself, my emotions and my actions. <br />
<ul class="mycode_list"><li>I will examine my beliefs for fallacy and bias, and question myself before speaking. <br />
</li>
<li>I will treat other people with kindness, tolerance and respect, the same way I wish to be treated.<br />
</li>
<li>I will face my fears and challenge the beliefs they have forged around my identity, abilities and worth.<br />
</li>
<li>I will adapt my habits towards a lifestyle that is mentally and physically sound. <br />
</li>
<li>I will keep working with Elizabeth to create new methods for emotional regulation and learn how to face difficult situations with calm and grace. <br />
</li>
<li>I will apologise for the harm I have done to others and, to the extent that they are willing, strive to make amends and repair what has been broken. <br />
</li>
<li>I will speak to and of myself with the voice I would use towards a friend, because I am worthy of the same kindness and respect I extend onto others. <br />
</li>
<li>I will strive to remember that perfection is not a virtue and that it is neither my responsibility or right to change the world, other people or myself towards that end. <br />
</li>
<li>I will set aside values such as good and bad and explore myself to find the limits of my own comfort, and remain open to challenging those boundaries once I have found them. <br />
<br />
All of these things I promise to strive for, with patience in myself and forgiveness for the setbacks that will come. I promise to keep going no matter how difficult it feels - because this is the only way I can face myself with pride and respect. <br />
<br />
Remember - the only way out is <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">through</span></span>.</li>
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]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">319 PC, Longheat –</span></span><br />
<br />
I have become a person I don't like. Everyone has insecurities and fears, but at some point after my death I began to let mine control me. Looking back on the way I have acted over the past two years show with startling clarity that I have become trapped in a victim-like narrative of my own making, where I avoid facing my fears and emotions and project an image of who I would like to be that is shallow and false. <br />
<br />
I want to be open minded. Kind. Generous. Forgiving. Confident. Responsible and self-aware. I want to be calm under pressure, accepting of flaws and mistakes, and willing to learn and grow into a truer version of myself. <br />
<br />
What do I fear?<br />
Being abandoned. Being persecuted. Being alone. I fear being forgotten, trapped and robbed of choice. I am afraid of becoming apathetic to people around me, and I am afraid of being hurt by loss, both from heartbreak and death. Ie, I fear pain. <br />
<br />
By not facing these things I have begun to project my fears onto other people, acting in the very same way I fear being treated by others, and in doing so I have caused physical and emotional harm to those around me. My thinking has become narrow and rigid. I have become judgemental. I have not been receptive to the feedback from people around me and have repeatedly rejected opportunities to grow and learn from my mistakes. I have not taken accountability for my actions in a meaningful way, and I have not put in action any of my promises to change for the better. <br />
<br />
That ends now. From this day henceforth I will change course and take action to work on these flaws. I will forgive myself for being afraid, because that is a normal and human thing to feel, and I will act to take back the control over myself, my emotions and my actions. <br />
<ul class="mycode_list"><li>I will examine my beliefs for fallacy and bias, and question myself before speaking. <br />
</li>
<li>I will treat other people with kindness, tolerance and respect, the same way I wish to be treated.<br />
</li>
<li>I will face my fears and challenge the beliefs they have forged around my identity, abilities and worth.<br />
</li>
<li>I will adapt my habits towards a lifestyle that is mentally and physically sound. <br />
</li>
<li>I will keep working with Elizabeth to create new methods for emotional regulation and learn how to face difficult situations with calm and grace. <br />
</li>
<li>I will apologise for the harm I have done to others and, to the extent that they are willing, strive to make amends and repair what has been broken. <br />
</li>
<li>I will speak to and of myself with the voice I would use towards a friend, because I am worthy of the same kindness and respect I extend onto others. <br />
</li>
<li>I will strive to remember that perfection is not a virtue and that it is neither my responsibility or right to change the world, other people or myself towards that end. <br />
</li>
<li>I will set aside values such as good and bad and explore myself to find the limits of my own comfort, and remain open to challenging those boundaries once I have found them. <br />
<br />
All of these things I promise to strive for, with patience in myself and forgiveness for the setbacks that will come. I promise to keep going no matter how difficult it feels - because this is the only way I can face myself with pride and respect. <br />
<br />
Remember - the only way out is <span style="font-weight: bold;" class="mycode_b"><span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">through</span></span>.</li>
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			<title><![CDATA[share our dreams and sit our thrones]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=8680</link>
			<pubDate>Thu, 31 Aug 2023 12:28:45 -0600</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=18">Ronin</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[A'right, he'll admit it, this stings a bit.<br />
<br />
Not the coffin nails pinning his left wing and right hand to the hallowed ground - no, that shit is fucking <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">agony</span>, thanks for asking - but the hit to his pride is prickly too. <br />
<br />
He can smell the iron from the nails and the canals nearby, can hear the gurgle and slap of the water against boats all tucked up in bed for the night. Just your average witching hour in Venice, and Ronin is <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">fucked</span>.<br />
<br />
By all rights he probably should be burning up, given that he's just inside the gates of the San Michele cemetery, but by all the hells, apparently someone's having a big joke up there because it just <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">hurts</span>. <br />
<br />
Snarling against the ache in his bones emanating from the pinned appendages, he tries to get his knees awkwardly beneath him, leather scraping against cobblestone and dirt, and shoots a filthy look into the darkness. <br />
<br />
Priests should not be armed with this shit, and he does not appreciate it in the slightest. And as soon as he's free, he'll be giving them a piece of his mind. (And taking a piece of theirs as compensation).]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[A'right, he'll admit it, this stings a bit.<br />
<br />
Not the coffin nails pinning his left wing and right hand to the hallowed ground - no, that shit is fucking <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">agony</span>, thanks for asking - but the hit to his pride is prickly too. <br />
<br />
He can smell the iron from the nails and the canals nearby, can hear the gurgle and slap of the water against boats all tucked up in bed for the night. Just your average witching hour in Venice, and Ronin is <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">fucked</span>.<br />
<br />
By all rights he probably should be burning up, given that he's just inside the gates of the San Michele cemetery, but by all the hells, apparently someone's having a big joke up there because it just <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">hurts</span>. <br />
<br />
Snarling against the ache in his bones emanating from the pinned appendages, he tries to get his knees awkwardly beneath him, leather scraping against cobblestone and dirt, and shoots a filthy look into the darkness. <br />
<br />
Priests should not be armed with this shit, and he does not appreciate it in the slightest. And as soon as he's free, he'll be giving them a piece of his mind. (And taking a piece of theirs as compensation).]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[cut our teeth and make our bones right here]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=7764</link>
			<pubDate>Mon, 07 Nov 2022 13:01:22 -0700</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=18">Ronin</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[He hates the docks. Always has, even before everything went to hell. Makes sense that something would be lurking out here, just to piss on his cornflakes - and it's not even anywhere near breakfast yet.<br />
<br />
The rain falls in black sheets, muting the sound of his footsteps as he sidles between two storage crates; the steel kind, the ones that either hold stacks of newspapers or Lovecraftian nightmares, depending on the day. Ronin stops here between them, hidden from the spotlights that go lazily roaming overhead.<br />
<br />
[say]"I don't see any guards."[/say] This is murmured into the walkie-talkie fixed towards his right shoulder, wet fingers squeezing the buttons so he might speak. [say]"No sign of our boogieman, either. Don't reckon that's a coincidence."[/say]<br />
<br />
But of course it's at that moment that something darker than the night ghosts across the dock out of the corner of his eye. [say]"Never mind,"[/say] he tells the talkie. [say]"South side, near the watch tower. Get yourself ready."[/say]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[He hates the docks. Always has, even before everything went to hell. Makes sense that something would be lurking out here, just to piss on his cornflakes - and it's not even anywhere near breakfast yet.<br />
<br />
The rain falls in black sheets, muting the sound of his footsteps as he sidles between two storage crates; the steel kind, the ones that either hold stacks of newspapers or Lovecraftian nightmares, depending on the day. Ronin stops here between them, hidden from the spotlights that go lazily roaming overhead.<br />
<br />
[say]"I don't see any guards."[/say] This is murmured into the walkie-talkie fixed towards his right shoulder, wet fingers squeezing the buttons so he might speak. [say]"No sign of our boogieman, either. Don't reckon that's a coincidence."[/say]<br />
<br />
But of course it's at that moment that something darker than the night ghosts across the dock out of the corner of his eye. [say]"Never mind,"[/say] he tells the talkie. [say]"South side, near the watch tower. Get yourself ready."[/say]]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[sweet nothing]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=7756</link>
			<pubDate>Wed, 02 Nov 2022 12:19:31 -0600</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=557">Cordelia</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[Her phone had been blowing up all morning. A constant barrage of messages from her sister's in their group chat. Question after question after question. <br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">When will you be here? You never told us he was so hot! Delia! Why didn't you tell us? Is he going to propose? Why haven't we heard about him until now?</span><br />
<br />
This was why. <br />
<br />
Her family was a bit... much. Close knit, protective, overbearing, and nosy. She loved them to bits, but the eldest Limore was incredibly private. Especially after the last time she attempted to date someone. They hadn't even stuck around past the first Zoom call with her mother. Cordelia is pretty sure that was her father's fault. He'd made a point of cleaning one of his guns in the background and Delia knew it was entirely in purpose. Marcus had made it fairly clear he wasn't a fan of the guy when she'd initially told her parents about him, but it was different this time. <br />
<br />
They liked Noah. <br />
<br />
At least, she was sure that they would like him. There was very little <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">not</span> to like. <br />
<br />
Biting at the cuticles of her right hand, she shifts in her seat, carefully balancing the pie on her lap as they turn down the familiar road towards her childhood home. [say]"Just remember to be respectful and don't listen to a thing Emma and Jane say."[/say] It was probably the tenth time she's said it on the hour and a half long drive from the city, but she can't help it. She's nervous, okay? Cut her some slack.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[Her phone had been blowing up all morning. A constant barrage of messages from her sister's in their group chat. Question after question after question. <br />
<br />
<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">When will you be here? You never told us he was so hot! Delia! Why didn't you tell us? Is he going to propose? Why haven't we heard about him until now?</span><br />
<br />
This was why. <br />
<br />
Her family was a bit... much. Close knit, protective, overbearing, and nosy. She loved them to bits, but the eldest Limore was incredibly private. Especially after the last time she attempted to date someone. They hadn't even stuck around past the first Zoom call with her mother. Cordelia is pretty sure that was her father's fault. He'd made a point of cleaning one of his guns in the background and Delia knew it was entirely in purpose. Marcus had made it fairly clear he wasn't a fan of the guy when she'd initially told her parents about him, but it was different this time. <br />
<br />
They liked Noah. <br />
<br />
At least, she was sure that they would like him. There was very little <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">not</span> to like. <br />
<br />
Biting at the cuticles of her right hand, she shifts in her seat, carefully balancing the pie on her lap as they turn down the familiar road towards her childhood home. [say]"Just remember to be respectful and don't listen to a thing Emma and Jane say."[/say] It was probably the tenth time she's said it on the hour and a half long drive from the city, but she can't help it. She's nervous, okay? Cut her some slack.]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[last call]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=7140</link>
			<pubDate>Thu, 05 May 2022 19:26:15 -0600</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=557">Cordelia</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[She'd been in here every night this week and every night Cordelia has been her waitress. The woman doesn't sit at the bar. No, instead she takes a seat at one of the tables near the window, watching the rain drops chase each other down the panes of glass until one catches the other and they meld into each other, too heavy to stay in one spot. Every night she orders a water with lemon and a White Russian. Usually with a very late dinner. Miss Kaito stays until the last call each and every night. She always leaves with a murmured, "Thank you." A generous tip left behind on the table. <br />
<br />
Every night Cordelia kicks herself for not saying anything more beyond the small talk. Never brave enough to ask anything more than how her day was or if the meetings went well. Cordelia knew she was here on business. A week long trip. Maybe longer if the deal went well. Not that the waitress really had any idea what it was that Ms. Kaito did. Other than it seemed really important if the way she was always checking her phone and answering emails was anything to go by. <br />
<br />
Glancing up at the clock, Codelia sighs, watching as the minute hand ticks closer to one in the morning. Last call is coming up and with it Ms. Kaito will undoubtedly disappear into the elevator across the lobby, whisked away to the penthouse and out of reach again, leaving Cordelia to mourn another lost chance. [Say]"Might as well stop putting off the inevitable."[/say] She mutters to herself, grabbing her tray and slipping from around the bar, smiling as she approaches the table tucked into the corner. [say]"Is there anything else I can get you, Ms. Kaito? It's almost last call."[/say] Cordelia's voice is quiet in the soft din of the bar, just audible over the classical music that filters through the hidden speakers, honey brown eyes shining in the low lighting.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[She'd been in here every night this week and every night Cordelia has been her waitress. The woman doesn't sit at the bar. No, instead she takes a seat at one of the tables near the window, watching the rain drops chase each other down the panes of glass until one catches the other and they meld into each other, too heavy to stay in one spot. Every night she orders a water with lemon and a White Russian. Usually with a very late dinner. Miss Kaito stays until the last call each and every night. She always leaves with a murmured, "Thank you." A generous tip left behind on the table. <br />
<br />
Every night Cordelia kicks herself for not saying anything more beyond the small talk. Never brave enough to ask anything more than how her day was or if the meetings went well. Cordelia knew she was here on business. A week long trip. Maybe longer if the deal went well. Not that the waitress really had any idea what it was that Ms. Kaito did. Other than it seemed really important if the way she was always checking her phone and answering emails was anything to go by. <br />
<br />
Glancing up at the clock, Codelia sighs, watching as the minute hand ticks closer to one in the morning. Last call is coming up and with it Ms. Kaito will undoubtedly disappear into the elevator across the lobby, whisked away to the penthouse and out of reach again, leaving Cordelia to mourn another lost chance. [Say]"Might as well stop putting off the inevitable."[/say] She mutters to herself, grabbing her tray and slipping from around the bar, smiling as she approaches the table tucked into the corner. [say]"Is there anything else I can get you, Ms. Kaito? It's almost last call."[/say] Cordelia's voice is quiet in the soft din of the bar, just audible over the classical music that filters through the hidden speakers, honey brown eyes shining in the low lighting.]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[don't threaten me with a good time]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=6304</link>
			<pubDate>Fri, 08 Oct 2021 14:51:17 -0600</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=498">Mateo</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[It's like 2pm and I've not surfaced outta bed yet. I figure it's fine - there's no work to do today in the shop (or is there? fuck if I know) and Everest'll probably appreciate the quiet morning if he's home. All this is to say my mouth feels like someone took a shit in it and I think I climbed into bed the wrong way round. My ten little piggies have had a great snooze on my pillows at least. Smells like dog breath down here though. Is that me? I bet it's me.<br />
<br />
[say]"Mmm... <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Buon giorno</span>,"[/say] I grunt, dragging the blankets away from my face. There's no one in bed with me (today) but it's always polite to say good morning, I find, just in case. I roll over, and what do you know, it's the end of the bed and <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">whump</span>, I fall, sheets and all, onto the ground. [say]"Mph... I'm good, I'm good."[/say]<br />
<br />
Standing up is a wobbly affair, and I kick over a glass of water - oops - and step on a Lego on the way into the apartment space that is a kitchen-diner-lounge-whatever else. [say]"<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Mio Dio</span>, what'd I do last night...?"[/say]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[It's like 2pm and I've not surfaced outta bed yet. I figure it's fine - there's no work to do today in the shop (or is there? fuck if I know) and Everest'll probably appreciate the quiet morning if he's home. All this is to say my mouth feels like someone took a shit in it and I think I climbed into bed the wrong way round. My ten little piggies have had a great snooze on my pillows at least. Smells like dog breath down here though. Is that me? I bet it's me.<br />
<br />
[say]"Mmm... <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Buon giorno</span>,"[/say] I grunt, dragging the blankets away from my face. There's no one in bed with me (today) but it's always polite to say good morning, I find, just in case. I roll over, and what do you know, it's the end of the bed and <span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">whump</span>, I fall, sheets and all, onto the ground. [say]"Mph... I'm good, I'm good."[/say]<br />
<br />
Standing up is a wobbly affair, and I kick over a glass of water - oops - and step on a Lego on the way into the apartment space that is a kitchen-diner-lounge-whatever else. [say]"<span style="font-style: italic;" class="mycode_i">Mio Dio</span>, what'd I do last night...?"[/say]]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[Tinder Bios]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=3364</link>
			<pubDate>Fri, 01 May 2020 00:35:56 -0600</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=88">Skylark</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[Purely for amusement, Brit and I worked on this! <br />
Feel free to take the template and pop in your own bios for your chars (dead or alive) ;D<br />
<br />
<link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=Roboto:wght@400;700&display=swap" rel="stylesheet">
<div style="width: 500px;box-sizing: border-box;margin: 0 auto;background: linear-gradient(145deg, #dcdcdc, #a5a5a5);border: 3px solid #000;box-shadow: 0px 0px 15px #000000;border-radius: 0px 0px 0px 0px;padding: 50px 50px 50px 50px;text-align: justify;font-family: Roboto;color: #1d2935;font-size: 12px;letter-spacing: 1px;line-height: 15px;"><div style="padding-top: 15px;padding-left: 16px;padding-right: 16px;padding-bottom: 15px;background-color: rgb(241, 241, 241);box-shadow: 0px 0px 0px #a6a6a6;">
<div style="width: 360px;height: 360px;margin: 0 auto;background: url('https://i.imgur.com/1smt80f.png') top center no-repeat;background-size: cover;border-radius: 0%;border: 0px solid #2e2c2a;box-shadow: 0px 0px 25px 0px #f1f1f1;"></div><div style="color: #000;padding-top: 5px;">
<hr>
<div style="color: #000;font-size: 30px;font-weight: 700;padding-bottom: 10px;padding-top: 10px;">Name, ##</div>
<br />
Ha a reference or silly thing goes here about your character<br />
<br />
and other things like emoji's probably bc why the hell not tho idk how those would look on here<br />
<br />
ENJOYYY<br />
<br />
<div style="margin: 0 auto;text-align: center;padding-bottom: 5px;font-size: 30px;"><font color="4c805b">❤</font> <font color="d62102">✖</font></div></div></div></div>
<br />
<div class="codeblock"><div class="title">Code:</div><div class="body" dir="ltr"><code>&lt;link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=Roboto:wght@400;700&amp;display=swap" rel="stylesheet"&gt;<br />
&lt;div style="width: 500px;box-sizing: border-box;margin: 0 auto;background: linear-gradient(145deg, #dcdcdc, #a5a5a5);border: 3px solid #000;box-shadow: 0px 0px 15px #000000;border-radius: 0px 0px 0px 0px;padding: 50px 50px 50px 50px;text-align: justify;font-family: Roboto;color: #1d2935;font-size: 12px;letter-spacing: 1px;line-height: 15px;"&gt;&lt;div style="padding-top: 15px;padding-left: 16px;padding-right: 16px;padding-bottom: 15px;background-color: rgb(241, 241, 241);box-shadow: 0px 0px 0px #a6a6a6;"&gt;<br />
&lt;div style="width: 360px;height: 360px;margin: 0 auto;background: url('image link goes here') top center no-repeat;background-size: cover;border-radius: 0%;border: 0px solid #2e2c2a;box-shadow: 0px 0px 25px 0px #f1f1f1;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="color: #000;padding-top: 5px;"&gt;<br />
&lt;hr&gt;<br />
&lt;div style="color: #000;font-size: 30px;font-weight: 700;padding-bottom: 10px;padding-top: 10px;"&gt;Name, ##&lt;/div&gt;<br />
&lt;br&gt;<br />
Ha a reference or silly thing goes here about your character&lt;br&gt;<br />
&lt;br&gt;<br />
and other things like emoji's probably bc why the hell not tho idk how those would look on here&lt;br&gt;<br />
&lt;br&gt;<br />
ENJOYYY&lt;br&gt;<br />
&lt;br&gt;<br />
&lt;div style="margin: 0 auto;text-align: center;padding-bottom: 5px;font-size: 30px;"&gt;&lt;font color="4c805b"&gt;❤&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font color="d62102"&gt;✖&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</code></div></div>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[Purely for amusement, Brit and I worked on this! <br />
Feel free to take the template and pop in your own bios for your chars (dead or alive) ;D<br />
<br />
<link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=Roboto:wght@400;700&display=swap" rel="stylesheet">
<div style="width: 500px;box-sizing: border-box;margin: 0 auto;background: linear-gradient(145deg, #dcdcdc, #a5a5a5);border: 3px solid #000;box-shadow: 0px 0px 15px #000000;border-radius: 0px 0px 0px 0px;padding: 50px 50px 50px 50px;text-align: justify;font-family: Roboto;color: #1d2935;font-size: 12px;letter-spacing: 1px;line-height: 15px;"><div style="padding-top: 15px;padding-left: 16px;padding-right: 16px;padding-bottom: 15px;background-color: rgb(241, 241, 241);box-shadow: 0px 0px 0px #a6a6a6;">
<div style="width: 360px;height: 360px;margin: 0 auto;background: url('https://i.imgur.com/1smt80f.png') top center no-repeat;background-size: cover;border-radius: 0%;border: 0px solid #2e2c2a;box-shadow: 0px 0px 25px 0px #f1f1f1;"></div><div style="color: #000;padding-top: 5px;">
<hr>
<div style="color: #000;font-size: 30px;font-weight: 700;padding-bottom: 10px;padding-top: 10px;">Name, ##</div>
<br />
Ha a reference or silly thing goes here about your character<br />
<br />
and other things like emoji's probably bc why the hell not tho idk how those would look on here<br />
<br />
ENJOYYY<br />
<br />
<div style="margin: 0 auto;text-align: center;padding-bottom: 5px;font-size: 30px;"><font color="4c805b">❤</font> <font color="d62102">✖</font></div></div></div></div>
<br />
<div class="codeblock"><div class="title">Code:</div><div class="body" dir="ltr"><code>&lt;link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css2?family=Roboto:wght@400;700&amp;display=swap" rel="stylesheet"&gt;<br />
&lt;div style="width: 500px;box-sizing: border-box;margin: 0 auto;background: linear-gradient(145deg, #dcdcdc, #a5a5a5);border: 3px solid #000;box-shadow: 0px 0px 15px #000000;border-radius: 0px 0px 0px 0px;padding: 50px 50px 50px 50px;text-align: justify;font-family: Roboto;color: #1d2935;font-size: 12px;letter-spacing: 1px;line-height: 15px;"&gt;&lt;div style="padding-top: 15px;padding-left: 16px;padding-right: 16px;padding-bottom: 15px;background-color: rgb(241, 241, 241);box-shadow: 0px 0px 0px #a6a6a6;"&gt;<br />
&lt;div style="width: 360px;height: 360px;margin: 0 auto;background: url('image link goes here') top center no-repeat;background-size: cover;border-radius: 0%;border: 0px solid #2e2c2a;box-shadow: 0px 0px 25px 0px #f1f1f1;"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div style="color: #000;padding-top: 5px;"&gt;<br />
&lt;hr&gt;<br />
&lt;div style="color: #000;font-size: 30px;font-weight: 700;padding-bottom: 10px;padding-top: 10px;"&gt;Name, ##&lt;/div&gt;<br />
&lt;br&gt;<br />
Ha a reference or silly thing goes here about your character&lt;br&gt;<br />
&lt;br&gt;<br />
and other things like emoji's probably bc why the hell not tho idk how those would look on here&lt;br&gt;<br />
&lt;br&gt;<br />
ENJOYYY&lt;br&gt;<br />
&lt;br&gt;<br />
&lt;div style="margin: 0 auto;text-align: center;padding-bottom: 5px;font-size: 30px;"&gt;&lt;font color="4c805b"&gt;❤&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font color="d62102"&gt;✖&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</code></div></div>]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[Halloween Hijinks: Voting and guesses!]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=2031</link>
			<pubDate>Mon, 28 Oct 2019 08:57:17 -0600</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=80">Shark</a>]]></dc:creator>
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			<description><![CDATA[<link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Cormorant|Amiri" rel="stylesheet"><link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Mansalva&display=swap" rel="stylesheet">
<div style="margin-left: 80px; margin-right: 80px; margin-bottom: 5%; margin-top: 1%;">
<div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">Boys and girls of every age<br />
Wouldn't you like to see something strange?</div><div style="margin-left: 7px; margin-right: 7px; margin-bottom: 60px; padding-top: -10%; text-align: justify;"><div style="font-family:'Amiri';color:#919494;text-shadow: 0px 0px 2px #000000; font-size:17px;letter-spacing:1px; line-height:19px; text-align: justify;">
The time has come to place your guesses as to who was writing your character for the HHC, as well as to vote for our bonus categories!<br />
<ul class="mycode_list"><li><b>Guessing</b> will happen on this post. Please post your guess for <i>your character</i> here! Eg: I guess that <b>Ludo</b> was writing Amalia<br />
</li>
<li>If you guess who was writing your character correctly, you get 50 MP! If you manage to trick the person whose character you were writing, you get 50 MP!<br />
</li>
<li><b>Voting</b> will happen on an outside page. Please <b>vote</b> on this form: <a href="https://forms.gle/TZdSbycDgir8gGHL6" target="_blank" rel="noopener" class="mycode_url">https://forms.gle/TZdSbycDgir8gGHL6</a><br />
</li>
<li><b>Anyone can vote!</b> That means whether or not you participated in the contest, <b>you can place a vote!</b><br />
</li>
<li>Voting and guesses end on <b>October 31</b>, at which point winners and prizes will be announced, and writers revealed!<br />
</li>
</ul>
<br />
Participants:<ul class="mycode_list"><li>Cirago<br />
</li>
<li>Grant<br />
</li>
<li>Charks<br />
</li>
<li>Skylark<br />
</li>
<li>Odd<br />
</li>
<li>Lancy<br />
</li>
<li>Astor<br />
</li>
<li>Honey<br />
</li>
<li>Crooked<br />
</li>
<li>Heather<br />
<br />
Prizes:<ul class="mycode_list"><li>Participate to the end: 50 MP<br />
</li>
<li>Correctly guess/fool: 50 MP<br />
</li>
<li>Most Creative Thread: 50 MP each<br />
</li>
<li>Funniest Take: 50 MP<br />
</li>
<li>Best Written Overall: Race specific prize!<br />
</li>
</ul>
<br />
Thanks again to everyone who participated and made this a fun contest <333 And please let me/Honey/Odd know if you wanna see more things like this in the future. And if you're having fun in your thread, feel free to keep it going.<br />
<br />
</div></div><div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">This is Halloween, everybody make a scene<br />
Trick or treat till the neighbors gonna die of fright</div></div></li>
</ul>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Cormorant|Amiri" rel="stylesheet"><link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Mansalva&display=swap" rel="stylesheet">
<div style="margin-left: 80px; margin-right: 80px; margin-bottom: 5%; margin-top: 1%;">
<div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">Boys and girls of every age<br />
Wouldn't you like to see something strange?</div><div style="margin-left: 7px; margin-right: 7px; margin-bottom: 60px; padding-top: -10%; text-align: justify;"><div style="font-family:'Amiri';color:#919494;text-shadow: 0px 0px 2px #000000; font-size:17px;letter-spacing:1px; line-height:19px; text-align: justify;">
The time has come to place your guesses as to who was writing your character for the HHC, as well as to vote for our bonus categories!<br />
<ul class="mycode_list"><li><b>Guessing</b> will happen on this post. Please post your guess for <i>your character</i> here! Eg: I guess that <b>Ludo</b> was writing Amalia<br />
</li>
<li>If you guess who was writing your character correctly, you get 50 MP! If you manage to trick the person whose character you were writing, you get 50 MP!<br />
</li>
<li><b>Voting</b> will happen on an outside page. Please <b>vote</b> on this form: <a href="https://forms.gle/TZdSbycDgir8gGHL6" target="_blank" rel="noopener" class="mycode_url">https://forms.gle/TZdSbycDgir8gGHL6</a><br />
</li>
<li><b>Anyone can vote!</b> That means whether or not you participated in the contest, <b>you can place a vote!</b><br />
</li>
<li>Voting and guesses end on <b>October 31</b>, at which point winners and prizes will be announced, and writers revealed!<br />
</li>
</ul>
<br />
Participants:<ul class="mycode_list"><li>Cirago<br />
</li>
<li>Grant<br />
</li>
<li>Charks<br />
</li>
<li>Skylark<br />
</li>
<li>Odd<br />
</li>
<li>Lancy<br />
</li>
<li>Astor<br />
</li>
<li>Honey<br />
</li>
<li>Crooked<br />
</li>
<li>Heather<br />
<br />
Prizes:<ul class="mycode_list"><li>Participate to the end: 50 MP<br />
</li>
<li>Correctly guess/fool: 50 MP<br />
</li>
<li>Most Creative Thread: 50 MP each<br />
</li>
<li>Funniest Take: 50 MP<br />
</li>
<li>Best Written Overall: Race specific prize!<br />
</li>
</ul>
<br />
Thanks again to everyone who participated and made this a fun contest <333 And please let me/Honey/Odd know if you wanna see more things like this in the future. And if you're having fun in your thread, feel free to keep it going.<br />
<br />
</div></div><div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">This is Halloween, everybody make a scene<br />
Trick or treat till the neighbors gonna die of fright</div></div></li>
</ul>
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			<title><![CDATA[HH: Rexanna & Adam]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=1894</link>
			<pubDate>Tue, 01 Oct 2019 08:37:44 -0600</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=80">Shark</a>]]></dc:creator>
			<guid isPermaLink="false">https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=1894</guid>
			<description><![CDATA[<link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Cormorant|Amiri" rel="stylesheet"><link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Mansalva&display=swap" rel="stylesheet">
<div style="margin-left: 80px; margin-right: 80px; margin-bottom: 5%; margin-top: 1%;">
<div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">Here we go, the world is spinning<br />
When it stops, it's just beginning</div><div style="margin-left: 7px; margin-right: 7px; margin-bottom: 60px; padding-top: -10%; text-align: justify;"><div style="font-family:'Amiri';color:#919494;text-shadow: 0px 0px 2px #000000; font-size:17px;letter-spacing:1px; line-height:19px; text-align: justify;">
<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align"><img src=https://media3.giphy.com/media/GTeBnkeQY4Nzy/giphy.gif></div>
<br />
<i>The Domiciles<br />
<br />
Don't remove the cloth</i> they told you, but it's just a mirror. As you pull it off, you see...well, yourself. Looking closer you see that there's a fly on the mirror. With a frown you go to wipe it off, only..it isn't on the mirror...it's...in the corner of your eye. Wiping it away you cover the mirror again with the cloth and turn to leave the room. Stupid mirror. You'll get rid of it tomorrow. <br />
<br />
A hand, pale white with long fingers, moves the cloth from the inside. Followed by a wrist that appears to be broken it's so double-jointed. Crawling out is a malnourished child-like creature, clothed in a white dressing gown with long tangled black hair. <br />
<br />
Do you know how long the human body can go without water? You're about to find out.<br />
<br />
<br />
<i>This Halloween Hijinks thread is for Rexanna and Adam. Occasionally I may pop in to mix things up, but you are welcome to PP the situation as you see fit. Please remember to use the NPC account when you reply, and try to post your replies within 72 hours of each other.</i><br />
</div></div><div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">Sun comes up, we all laugh.<br />
Sun goes down, we all die...</div></div>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Cormorant|Amiri" rel="stylesheet"><link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Mansalva&display=swap" rel="stylesheet">
<div style="margin-left: 80px; margin-right: 80px; margin-bottom: 5%; margin-top: 1%;">
<div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">Here we go, the world is spinning<br />
When it stops, it's just beginning</div><div style="margin-left: 7px; margin-right: 7px; margin-bottom: 60px; padding-top: -10%; text-align: justify;"><div style="font-family:'Amiri';color:#919494;text-shadow: 0px 0px 2px #000000; font-size:17px;letter-spacing:1px; line-height:19px; text-align: justify;">
<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align"><img src=https://media3.giphy.com/media/GTeBnkeQY4Nzy/giphy.gif></div>
<br />
<i>The Domiciles<br />
<br />
Don't remove the cloth</i> they told you, but it's just a mirror. As you pull it off, you see...well, yourself. Looking closer you see that there's a fly on the mirror. With a frown you go to wipe it off, only..it isn't on the mirror...it's...in the corner of your eye. Wiping it away you cover the mirror again with the cloth and turn to leave the room. Stupid mirror. You'll get rid of it tomorrow. <br />
<br />
A hand, pale white with long fingers, moves the cloth from the inside. Followed by a wrist that appears to be broken it's so double-jointed. Crawling out is a malnourished child-like creature, clothed in a white dressing gown with long tangled black hair. <br />
<br />
Do you know how long the human body can go without water? You're about to find out.<br />
<br />
<br />
<i>This Halloween Hijinks thread is for Rexanna and Adam. Occasionally I may pop in to mix things up, but you are welcome to PP the situation as you see fit. Please remember to use the NPC account when you reply, and try to post your replies within 72 hours of each other.</i><br />
</div></div><div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">Sun comes up, we all laugh.<br />
Sun goes down, we all die...</div></div>]]></content:encoded>
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			<title><![CDATA[HH: Amalia & Melita]]></title>
			<link>https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=1893</link>
			<pubDate>Tue, 01 Oct 2019 08:31:53 -0600</pubDate>
			<dc:creator><![CDATA[<a href="https://cotf-rpg.com/member.php?action=profile&uid=80">Shark</a>]]></dc:creator>
			<guid isPermaLink="false">https://cotf-rpg.com/showthread.php?tid=1893</guid>
			<description><![CDATA[<link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Cormorant|Amiri" rel="stylesheet"><link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Mansalva&display=swap" rel="stylesheet">
<div style="margin-left: 80px; margin-right: 80px; margin-bottom: 5%; margin-top: 1%;">
<div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">Running for you life (from Shia LaBeouf)<br />
He's brandishing a knife (It's Shia LaBeouf)</div><div style="margin-left: 7px; margin-right: 7px; margin-bottom: 60px; padding-top: -10%; text-align: justify;"><div style="font-family:'Amiri';color:#919494;text-shadow: 0px 0px 2px #000000; font-size:17px;letter-spacing:1px; line-height:19px; text-align: justify;">
<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align"><iframe width="560" height="315" src="//www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/o0u4M6vppCI" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen="true"></iframe></div>
<br />
<i>You're walking in the Greatwood<br />
There's no one around and your phone is dead<br />
Out of the corner of your eye you spot him:<br />
Shia LaBeouf.<br />
<br />
He's following you, about 30 feet back<br />
He gets down on all fours and breaks into a sprint<br />
He's gaining on you<br />
Shia LaBeouf</i><br />
<br />
<br />
<i>This Halloween Hijinks thread is for Amalia and Melita. Occasionally I may pop in to mix things up, but you are welcome to PP the situation as you see fit. Please remember to use the NPC account when you reply, and try to post your replies within 72 hours of each other.</i><br />
</div></div><div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">Eating all the bodies<br />
Actual cannibal Shia LaBeouf</div></div>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Cormorant|Amiri" rel="stylesheet"><link href="https://fonts.googleapis.com/css?family=Mansalva&display=swap" rel="stylesheet">
<div style="margin-left: 80px; margin-right: 80px; margin-bottom: 5%; margin-top: 1%;">
<div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">Running for you life (from Shia LaBeouf)<br />
He's brandishing a knife (It's Shia LaBeouf)</div><div style="margin-left: 7px; margin-right: 7px; margin-bottom: 60px; padding-top: -10%; text-align: justify;"><div style="font-family:'Amiri';color:#919494;text-shadow: 0px 0px 2px #000000; font-size:17px;letter-spacing:1px; line-height:19px; text-align: justify;">
<div style="text-align: center;" class="mycode_align"><iframe width="560" height="315" src="//www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/o0u4M6vppCI" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen="true"></iframe></div>
<br />
<i>You're walking in the Greatwood<br />
There's no one around and your phone is dead<br />
Out of the corner of your eye you spot him:<br />
Shia LaBeouf.<br />
<br />
He's following you, about 30 feet back<br />
He gets down on all fours and breaks into a sprint<br />
He's gaining on you<br />
Shia LaBeouf</i><br />
<br />
<br />
<i>This Halloween Hijinks thread is for Amalia and Melita. Occasionally I may pop in to mix things up, but you are welcome to PP the situation as you see fit. Please remember to use the NPC account when you reply, and try to post your replies within 72 hours of each other.</i><br />
</div></div><div style="font-family:'Mansalva';color:#a5a5a5;text-shadow: 0px 0px 16px #ffffff; font-size:15px;letter-spacing:7px; line-height:19px; text-align: center; margin-bottom: 6%; font-variant: small-caps;">Eating all the bodies<br />
Actual cannibal Shia LaBeouf</div></div>]]></content:encoded>
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