Sam didn't know what to do with himself, in the face of so much grief and pain. He had had a brief week of happiness in the murky waters of his life then been dragged back down by the current, was choking as his lungs filled with water. Samuel I'm starting to wake from silent sleep I'm starting to break and I can grieve |
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03-17-2019, 11:19 AM
the Nightingale
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Change author: Posts: 3,062 | Total: 5,479 MP: 1825 Phoebe I've been very hopeful so far Now for the first time I think we're going wrong Hurry up and tell me this is all a dream Or could we start again, please? The Atheneum...it was a place Phoebe didn't think she had ever visited before. So much else was always going on, it just hadn't been a priority. But all at once, it felt like everything had ground to a halt. She had been walking aimlessly and found herself there, staring at the doors. A...library. Maybe a book would be good. A distraction from the nightmare that her story had spiralled into. How disappointed Frey must be. She could join them in their disappointment at least. More than that...her heartbreak. Silently she entered, pacing the shelves, looking at titles but not really reading them. Her own thoughts were all consuming. What could she have done differently? What else could she had said? It doesn't matter, you're a dumb, disrespectful Outlander." She couldn't change who she was, no matter how hard she tried. That was when a familiar sound hit her ears. Crying. Brown eyes glanced around, settling on a familiar redhead at a table. "Sam...?" she said, her frown deepening. Was everyone swallowed in sorrow? She hurried over to his side, venturing to put an arm around his shoulders. "What's wrong? What happened?"
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03-17-2019, 10:54 PM
the Nightingale
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03-17-2019, 11:55 PM
Phoebe I've been very hopeful so far Now for the first time I think we're going wrong Hurry up and tell me this is all a dream Or could we start again, please? The tears on his cheeks, still flowing, were in stark contrast to the smile on his face. It made her stomach drop a little, bringing her own mood down even more than it had been. With a frown she sank into the chair next to him, keeping him in a side hug as she did so. She tried to swallow her own emotions for the moment, seeing as Sam was in the midst of an emotional breakdown and she was only on the verge of one. Her frown deepened at first as Sam began explaining what had him so upset. She had known about Isla, but when Remi spoke of it he had seemed fairly content with what had occurred. But then he went on about his voice and frankly that confused her. Hadn't he been happy to get rid of the stutter? "Whether you stutter or not, you're still you Sam. That wasn't what made you who you are." she said with a small smile, trying to assure him that what he had done was fine. But then a look of horror took hold of her features. "He forgot you??" she said, the horror on her face coloring the tone of her voice. He continued on and it didn't make matters any better. "Oh, Sam...I'm so sorry." she said sympathetically, running her hand across his back in a soothing manner. Tears had welled up in her own eyes, though she wasn't sure why his situation made her so emotional. "Your life isn't over. Your life is your own. No one can hold that over your head, not even Remi. Besides...I doubt he hates you. Losing a friend...its hard. It's hard to grieve and treat people the way they deserve to be treated...even if you care deeply for them normally."
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03-18-2019, 10:33 AM
the Nightingale
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03-18-2019, 02:27 PM
Phoebe I've been very hopeful so far Now for the first time I think we're going wrong Hurry up and tell me this is all a dream Or could we start again, please? Phoebe shook her head a little. "Sam, Remi is hurting and even the kindest people can lash out when they are hurting." she said, hoping to talk him through the situation to see reason. "It hasn't got anything to do with how he does or doesn't feel for you it's just how he feels right now in general. Don't take it personally, give him some space and time to heal. Remi has been through a lot since coming here..." she said with a little sigh. First Frey's curse, then Ludo's, and now losing a friend... It was a lot of one person to bear. "Just be patient. Wait. And when he is ready, offer to help him again. Just help him, nothing more. For Remi, it's starting over and you have to meet him where he is." But then Sam switched gears to her, and her surprise was evident on her face. "Ah...no...no that's not true." she said quietly, tears suddenly welling up in her eyes. He had managed to hit a raw nerve which was obvious as her brows furrowed and lower lip trembled. "Everything I was worrying about...left me...because he decided he wanted to be angry at Outlanders like me and because I-I wasn't good enough so...so I-I have all the time in the world to worry after you, Sam." she said, her voice cracking with a small laugh that turned into a choked sob, her hands lifting to cover her face.
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03-18-2019, 05:19 PM
the Nightingale
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03-18-2019, 07:18 PM
Phoebe I've been very hopeful so far Now for the first time I think we're going wrong Hurry up and tell me this is all a dream Or could we start again, please? "You just have to wait and see, Sam. Don't lose hope yet, okay?" Phoebe said, trying to comfort him while she fell apart herself. Sam seemed to see only the worst possibility but she had hope, knowing Remi, that he would come around. She sniffled, trying to wipe her eyes clear of tears as she shook her head. "He said he can't deal with me, that I am too much. But I was the one taking care of him and Chris and Milly! And it wasn't good enough..." She wasn't good enough in the end. She hadn't been whatever it was that he needed or wanted. And then Sam mentioned Rory and she cried harder for a moment, nodding her head in agreement. "That's exactly what happened! Rory got all mad and then Emmett jumped in too! And when I pointed out that saying all Outlanders are awful he meant me too he just got mad at me!" she said quickly, hyperventilating between phrases. Phoebe shook her head and covered her eyes again, feeling rather hopeless despite trying to inspire it in Sam. "H-he was my first everything Sam...and he tossed me out like it was nothing...like I was nothing..." she said, hardly above a whisper.
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03-18-2019, 10:53 PM
the Nightingale
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Age: 26 | Height: 5'9" | Race: Demi-god | Nationality: Outlander | Citizenship: Greatwood Level: 5 - Strg: 32 - Dext: 46 - Endr: 41 - Luck: 41 - Int: PIM - Mythical - Dragon (Electricity) BRANBAST - Mythical - Sear Cat (Speech)
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03-18-2019, 11:06 PM
Phoebe I've been very hopeful so far Now for the first time I think we're going wrong Hurry up and tell me this is all a dream Or could we start again, please? Phoebe was desperate to shove all her emotions back into place. But once they started pouring out it was quite the task to accomplish. Her breath came in short gasps and sniffles and she tried to dry her face, nodding a little as he spoke; but with each swipe of her cheek the tears were replaced. Slowly she managed to catch her breath and looked over at Sam. "I know you're probably right...but it hurts like nothing I've ever felt before... like it's hard to breathe." She sighed and sniffled again. "I'm sorry, I came over here to comfort you and now look at me." she said with a mirthless laugh, finally getting her tears to dry. For a moment she worried her lip before deciding to ask..."Sam...do you believe what Emmett and Rory said too? That...that people like me are all bad?" she asked quietly.
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