At Ludo-Brahm’s suggestion that he run to her now she gave pause. Well then. Apparently her mind was an open book to the god. Good to know. Then the ridiculousness of the suggestion hit her, and she couldn’t help the small bit of laughter as she ran a hand down her face. ”Would that not make for a great story? I made out with Ludo while they were guised as my long-lost husband.” she said with a light chuckle shaking her head. But it did make her wonder…and so she asked. “Why is it that you take his form and mannerisms, and not your own?”
She waited patiently for the spirit guide’s answer, frowning a little upon hearing it. Her eyes cast down, staring at the sword in her hand. It was in a way comforting to know he wasn’t dead – for she did not wish him dead, he was the love of her life – but…it offered no closure. If she went to Safrin and asked, and he truly wasn’t in Caido as Ludo suspected…what did she do? Did she wait for him? Did she move on? And what if she did and he suddenly appeared as people continued to do? And just what did she tell her sons? Your father is out there, somewhere, in another world, and may or may not be alive there and may or may not appear here? ”I see…” she said quietly, twirling the sword in her hand absentmindedly. Frankly, she was a bit surprised. ”My sister in law said during Long Night she saw a spirit of a bull that looked like him in his animal form – albeit a twisted version of him but him nonetheless. I really thought…” she stopped herself and shook her head.
She had really, truly thought he was dead, and while she had once thought that would be the worst news she could hear, somehow knowing he might not be was worse – because there was no telling where and how he was, if he was.
She waited patiently for the spirit guide’s answer, frowning a little upon hearing it. Her eyes cast down, staring at the sword in her hand. It was in a way comforting to know he wasn’t dead – for she did not wish him dead, he was the love of her life – but…it offered no closure. If she went to Safrin and asked, and he truly wasn’t in Caido as Ludo suspected…what did she do? Did she wait for him? Did she move on? And what if she did and he suddenly appeared as people continued to do? And just what did she tell her sons? Your father is out there, somewhere, in another world, and may or may not be alive there and may or may not appear here? ”I see…” she said quietly, twirling the sword in her hand absentmindedly. Frankly, she was a bit surprised. ”My sister in law said during Long Night she saw a spirit of a bull that looked like him in his animal form – albeit a twisted version of him but him nonetheless. I really thought…” she stopped herself and shook her head.
She had really, truly thought he was dead, and while she had once thought that would be the worst news she could hear, somehow knowing he might not be was worse – because there was no telling where and how he was, if he was.
Roana
Said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath, imma stick it out to the end
Took an oath, imma stick it out to the end
