say it's here where our pieces fall in place
Ronin's response had felt like more of a rebuke than yelling would have. His expression similarly falling, the alchemist's lips opened to respond, but no words came out. Instead, his eyes softly scanned Ronin's face wishing for the umpteenth time to simply be able to open his mind to his husband the way he could with the other attuned. How could he communicate that he still felt so guilty about having the power that he did? That by sharing it with others, it somehow lessened that burden?
"No.." Was all he could say, rising the few steps so he was on equal footing with the hunter. "Not since you have I felt anything for anyone else. But..whatever it is in their bite, it..." Clenching his teeth together, Remi dragged his fingertips through his hair, his expression one of tortured remorse. "I hate it. I hate every second of wanting someone other than you." If he could, his hand would find its way to Ronin's hip.
'And that should be enough to never do it, I suppose. But if they are in danger...or if they can store it for later...or even for the simple thrill of something like flying.." Remi's heart, too kind and too giving, was making an absolute mess of what should have been a fairly cut and dry situation.
"I don't.." He shook his head, eyes rising to search for the answers in his husband's eyes.
"No.." Was all he could say, rising the few steps so he was on equal footing with the hunter. "Not since you have I felt anything for anyone else. But..whatever it is in their bite, it..." Clenching his teeth together, Remi dragged his fingertips through his hair, his expression one of tortured remorse. "I hate it. I hate every second of wanting someone other than you." If he could, his hand would find its way to Ronin's hip.
'And that should be enough to never do it, I suppose. But if they are in danger...or if they can store it for later...or even for the simple thrill of something like flying.." Remi's heart, too kind and too giving, was making an absolute mess of what should have been a fairly cut and dry situation.
"I don't.." He shook his head, eyes rising to search for the answers in his husband's eyes.
Speaks with a thick Italian accent.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
