all this time i was finding myself & i didn't know? i was lost
Not with any inappropriate intent, but suddenly the alchemist wanted to do nothing more than to tear away his clothes and hug the fox against his bare skin. Not for sexual reasons, but merely to feel something close again, someone that moved when he did, someone that understood. Or at the very least, had the capacity to. Instead he simply pulled his friend as close as possible as if the alchemist could somehow shield him physically from the mental barrage of horrific images being sent his way.
He...said he wanted his sister. I met her once, actually. She was quite afraid of him and what he would do to her. Ronin would not even consider any sort of trade. On this, Remi seemed uncertain. Did he feel proud of his husband that he'd not negotiate with a crazy man, that he wouldn't subject another life to Skyler's madness simply to save Aoife? Or worried, that Ronin so easily chose murder as the solution?
I would like to think it is being a parent that ... that made us act as we did. Made me act as I did, but.. Trailing off, his mental voice failing him now, Remi cried silent tears into soft copper fur as he slowly shook his head. Pulses of confusion rippled to his friend's mind, the dawning horror that the alchemist had changed in fundamental ways. At his core Remi was good, or he thought he was. But Caido had broken something in him, allowing darkness to take root in the cracks where Remi had tried to put himself back together. Never before would he even think it possible that he'd be an accomplice to murder, that he'd be capable of hiding a body. And yet that was precisely where he'd ended up.
He...said he wanted his sister. I met her once, actually. She was quite afraid of him and what he would do to her. Ronin would not even consider any sort of trade. On this, Remi seemed uncertain. Did he feel proud of his husband that he'd not negotiate with a crazy man, that he wouldn't subject another life to Skyler's madness simply to save Aoife? Or worried, that Ronin so easily chose murder as the solution?
I would like to think it is being a parent that ... that made us act as we did. Made me act as I did, but.. Trailing off, his mental voice failing him now, Remi cried silent tears into soft copper fur as he slowly shook his head. Pulses of confusion rippled to his friend's mind, the dawning horror that the alchemist had changed in fundamental ways. At his core Remi was good, or he thought he was. But Caido had broken something in him, allowing darkness to take root in the cracks where Remi had tried to put himself back together. Never before would he even think it possible that he'd be an accomplice to murder, that he'd be capable of hiding a body. And yet that was precisely where he'd ended up.
THE
ALCHEMIST
Speaks with a thick Italian accent.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
