don't worry mother,
your daughter is a soldier
She would make it to the surface, eventually. It would just take a while to get there, to get to the point where she thinks she’s okay enough to be around more people. But so far, the only thing that makes her feel like herself is being stabbed by a rose, and if she were to attack every person with one in the moments inbetween, she finds herself more of a danger than anything else – even if she wears the same face. So she huffs quietly, to herself, internally sighing with the frustration and sorrow that race through her body almost as fast as the blight had taken her from bad to worse.
His words are comforting, despite the nervousness in her chest, and she nods to him as the wind flits in her feathers. Black eyes seeking his bright blues out with a feeling akin to a frown being sent. I need to go… I hope the roses work, I really do. But if they don’t and I become too much of a danger, please… End it. It’s hard for her to say, to tell him, but she tries for him, even if the idea of it is horrible and terrible. It’s the only thing she really wants, if nothing works. She doesn’t want to be like Ru’in, inhabited by something that’s not her, there to harm those that she had loved once upon a time.
And with the statement given, she spreads her wings and takes to the sky, to think while her mind remains clear.
His words are comforting, despite the nervousness in her chest, and she nods to him as the wind flits in her feathers. Black eyes seeking his bright blues out with a feeling akin to a frown being sent. I need to go… I hope the roses work, I really do. But if they don’t and I become too much of a danger, please… End it. It’s hard for her to say, to tell him, but she tries for him, even if the idea of it is horrible and terrible. It’s the only thing she really wants, if nothing works. She doesn’t want to be like Ru’in, inhabited by something that’s not her, there to harm those that she had loved once upon a time.
And with the statement given, she spreads her wings and takes to the sky, to think while her mind remains clear.
KIADA
No permission needed for power play!
Feel free to use magic/force on Kiada, without killing her <3
