I've lost control of all my senses

To be Ascended was to be with The Voice, though, Sam thought. Perhaps it hadn't been when he had started, when she had not made herself known...but now that she was at the shrine, now that he drank from her when blood was not enough? Now that all his fellow Ascended followed her and urged him to do the same? He didn't think it possible to have fluid in his veins and not be with The Voice in at least some capacity. Still, Jigano's offer was more intriguing than he wanted to admit. He looked away, a hand on his chin, thinking it over. He didn't think it would work, but there was the chance...a chance at a simpler life. "...Maybe...maybe you could ask, but don't say it's for me. Just...ask if they would accept an Ascended back to their ranks? I'm not saying I will, but..." Sam gestured meaninglessly in front of him. "It might..make it easier to make these decisions, if I knew where I stood with the Old Gods." Samuel He took a step but then felt tired He said, I'll rest a little while But when he tried to walk again He wasn't a child