You know I still like you the most
The best of the best
Whoever he had spoken to downstairs after the disastrous time outside, Sam would eventually sneak away up to the bedroom he shared with Nate. Perhaps it was fortunate that he had not yet seen his lover, for he didn't even know what he'd say. Nate had an added layer of investment that no one else did, had already bemoaned Sam going out at night when it had been a normal week.
Knowing Nate would eventually come, he went to kneel on the bed and grabbed his pillow, one side of it looking odd as he could only hold it with one finger and his thumb (at this point he'd almost grown used to the pain, aching and constant), and began to scream into it, trying to get out all of the confusion, anger and pain inside himself before it exploded on someone else.
He knew that bad was coming. People would be mad. Wessex, Rexanna, Bastien, The Voice...Remi, even. Ronin, probably. So many people had been hurt by his actions and he hadn't even considered them until it was too late. He was evil. Selfish, cruel, stupid, stupid to ever think he could make being Ascended a good thing, that he could save himself from becoming one of those monsters.
Sam pressed his face in further and continued to yell, wordless pain muffled by the pillow.
Knowing Nate would eventually come, he went to kneel on the bed and grabbed his pillow, one side of it looking odd as he could only hold it with one finger and his thumb (at this point he'd almost grown used to the pain, aching and constant), and began to scream into it, trying to get out all of the confusion, anger and pain inside himself before it exploded on someone else.
He knew that bad was coming. People would be mad. Wessex, Rexanna, Bastien, The Voice...Remi, even. Ronin, probably. So many people had been hurt by his actions and he hadn't even considered them until it was too late. He was evil. Selfish, cruel, stupid, stupid to ever think he could make being Ascended a good thing, that he could save himself from becoming one of those monsters.
Sam pressed his face in further and continued to yell, wordless pain muffled by the pillow.
and the worst of the worst
You'll always be my favorite ghost
SAMuEL
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