[Mini Event] bellatrix audet concurrere viris

is it better to be a monster with a heart, or a human without a soul?

my hands are shaking

The last time there was a meeting, things had not gone well. And if she’s being honest with herself? She doesn’t think this one will end up well either. If it weren’t for her own mother being Ascended, Kiada may hold enough frustration and anger in her heart to hate them all. But she doesn’t, all she can do is sit there and stew in her quiet frustrations, post blight, post living through the horrible things she’s done because of the sickness that had taken over her body and her mind.

Upon entering, she spots Deimos and makes her way to his side, featherlight fingers touching his arm in silent greeting while her anxieties reveal themselves in quiet puffs of feathers that appear around her neck, barely hidden by the collar of the sweater and jacket she wears. Eyes spot Hotaru with a ridiculously tall man and it manages to spark a slight smile of amusement along her face, before it’s gone in an instant to give the Valkyrie a smile of greeting. No hard feelings over LongNight, if the woman thought there was.

She spots her mother with a bandana wrapped around her face, covering eyes she had heard were missing, and the smile for Hotaru fades as she sees it. Then, she focuses on the platform that Wessex stands upon, waiting for the inevitable.

my knuckles are bruised

but i survived

KIADA