over and over again

M  A   E    A I talked to God to no avail Said, "If you won't save me, please don't waste my time." Now, she could have just repeated his words. Done as she was told, like a good girl. Like a mockingbird, mirroring whatever was thrown at her. But thing is, she would have to mean it. And much as she wanted to be forgiven, anything she said right now would be a lie. Because she was still afraid, reasons or no, and that... made pretending she wasn't into a lie. Maea might be many things, but a liar was not one of them. So in the end, once the light faded into a strange between-world of signposts and roads, she just sighed and bowed her head, and let Amun stay unhappy. Perhaps she would be given a chance to prove herself better at some other time. Or not. "I will try" was the only thing she said at his disappearing back. Then she followed, in the direction she assumed would lead her to the Grounds - she couldn't quite read the words on the signpost - and again she stepped ----- Maea out. <3