I swear I still believe but I don't know
"Oho, this coming from the man who literally cannot help but try to kill himself on a regular basis! Let's not play the rationality game, Remi - I'm not sure you've a leg to stand on." Ronin's smile feels unpleasant, but the way the anger burns through him is so much better than the yawning emptiness at the bundle of broken blankets just behind the two of them.
But words aren't enough, and at the alchemist's question it's Ronin's turn to reach out and shove at the other man, mindless of the attention they are drawing. "You know where I fucking was - I was sorting out your wagon! You didn't seem to do any good by yourself though, so maybe I should have been there."
A laugh escapes him, quietly unhinged. "It would be easier if I had never come back," he mutters.
But words aren't enough, and at the alchemist's question it's Ronin's turn to reach out and shove at the other man, mindless of the attention they are drawing. "You know where I fucking was - I was sorting out your wagon! You didn't seem to do any good by yourself though, so maybe I should have been there."
A laugh escapes him, quietly unhinged. "It would be easier if I had never come back," he mutters.
the dark star
