you learn to live without

i found cynicism, i found criticism
i've been zero to hero & i have been the villain

A foot or two away, Remi stopped. He barked a laugh in Sam's face at that. "No of course you aren't. This isn't a game Sam, but if it were, you'd be losing horribly. How quickly you disregard those you call your friends. The ones you love. Again I don't grieve as you'd have me do, and oh look, again you're so quick to walk away."

Taking a step forward, the alchemist's eyes narrowed further. There weren't feathers in his curls now, no adorable indications of bemusement or unease, but leonine tufts of hair. "Did you even look for me, Sam? After what happened? Or did you go about your life? Place a notice? Ask a god? Did you do anything more than go home and fuck the doctor?"