you learn to live without

You learn to stand alone at last

So brave, and bold, and strong, and stout

Sam flinched as Remi mentioned his yelling of 'Aoife'; it was indeed something he'd almost immediately come to regret. One of those things that had seemed a fantastic idea in the moment then had been obviously terrible seconds after, something he'd been tormenting himself with in the dead of night over and over again.

"If it was all such a pain for you, you could have said at some point sooner than this." He said quietly, softly, looking over Remi's shoulder. It was hard to keep up his frustration when it was Remi he was arguing with. After the initial burst of things he'd had to say, all that was left was the love and the pain, the knowledge that the thing they could have once had was broken irreparably and likely now always would be.

Sam caught the slight lowering of Remi's mask, the moment of a different man, the one he had known - and felt the punch of loss in his chest when he disappeared again. He did not question how Remi knew of Nate and his situation, just closed his eyes tight and furrowed his brows as it was mentioned so cruelly, so callously. The man he had fallen in love with once would have held him, comforted him. "That's not true. It's not true and you aren't allow to decide everything about me like that. Only...only I can do that."

You learn somehow to like the dark, even love the doubt

SAMUEL

Base Code by Sky!