REMI
the alchemist
there's a feeling i get when i look to the west,
& my spirit is crying for leaving.
& my spirit is crying for leaving.
Breathing in the smell of the sea and the woodsy-scent of his husband (despite being no where near the woods anymore), Remi relaxed his hold so Ronin could lean back.
"I think I'm still processing it all, really. I...should feel as though I've lost so much. The shifts, the magic...but strangely I don't." He hummed thoughtfully at that, marveling at his own revelation. "I knew those things were never me, but...well, maybe I didn't know it. Not all the way down. For so long its been Remi come and make this with your magic, or Remi use your shifts for this. I mean..." Running a hand through his curls, he laughed almost bitterly. "Gods, I'm sitting here saying what I've lost, and it's still more than I ever had." The humour turned wry before it faded away, Remi shooting a self-deprecating look up towards Ronin.
"Sam found me on the beach, before I came back to the festival." Shaking his head with an expression of because of course he did, the Alchemist shrugged. "And I didn't want to kill him. Whatever Ludo did, this soul-cleansing, it...I didn't realize how much I was carrying around." So saying, he looked up towards Ronin in earnest now, as if something about that meant he owed his husband an apology.
"I think I'm still processing it all, really. I...should feel as though I've lost so much. The shifts, the magic...but strangely I don't." He hummed thoughtfully at that, marveling at his own revelation. "I knew those things were never me, but...well, maybe I didn't know it. Not all the way down. For so long its been Remi come and make this with your magic, or Remi use your shifts for this. I mean..." Running a hand through his curls, he laughed almost bitterly. "Gods, I'm sitting here saying what I've lost, and it's still more than I ever had." The humour turned wry before it faded away, Remi shooting a self-deprecating look up towards Ronin.
"Sam found me on the beach, before I came back to the festival." Shaking his head with an expression of because of course he did, the Alchemist shrugged. "And I didn't want to kill him. Whatever Ludo did, this soul-cleansing, it...I didn't realize how much I was carrying around." So saying, he looked up towards Ronin in earnest now, as if something about that meant he owed his husband an apology.
in my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees
& the voices of those who stand looking.
& the voices of those who stand looking.
Speaks with a thick Italian accent.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
