Another bitter laugh. "I guess it won't stop me from beginning again, if I can't go home. I don't have much choice, unless I'm going to jump off the Spire."
The thought of suicide hadn't really occurred to her before, not as long as she had a goal in mind -- working towards an offering for Safrin. Even now, it slipped out of her mind easily, not considered as a real option.
"But yes, I am very much still in the mourning." It comes out rather sharply.
please don't take my sunshine away