I want roses set on fire
And I, well I want what’s best for me
It seemed as Sam got up that some of the tension began to leave Nate, though he still kept his distance. The other man had always seemed like a crackling fire and Sam was never quite sure how long til he burnt out into a full breakdown (it seemed like an inevitability, in a way that reminded him of himself, except that his pain burnt inwards and Nate's outwards).
He sighed; this really wasn't the environment where he had wanted to make this kind of offer. Perhaps it would have been better left until another day, but he supposed Nate may not want to see him again. This was his chance. "I wanted to...well, first I wanted to ask if you blamed me for what happened. That's rather obvious, so." Sam would have laughed here if the situation at all permitted it: it didn't.
"Then..I know that you've felt...trapped, by the Voice, before. And that perhaps..that's my fault." Sam was still very unsure about that last point (in his mind, Nathaniel had consented in full knowledge to Ascending, really). "I want to try and find which Ascended feel like that. There must be more. The Voice...I feel like she'd be open to a discussion about what we could do to...make our lives better. It might be worth a try."
He sighed; this really wasn't the environment where he had wanted to make this kind of offer. Perhaps it would have been better left until another day, but he supposed Nate may not want to see him again. This was his chance. "I wanted to...well, first I wanted to ask if you blamed me for what happened. That's rather obvious, so." Sam would have laughed here if the situation at all permitted it: it didn't.
"Then..I know that you've felt...trapped, by the Voice, before. And that perhaps..that's my fault." Sam was still very unsure about that last point (in his mind, Nathaniel had consented in full knowledge to Ascending, really). "I want to try and find which Ascended feel like that. There must be more. The Voice...I feel like she'd be open to a discussion about what we could do to...make our lives better. It might be worth a try."
And I, I think I know just what that means
Just what that means
SAMUEL
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