Samuel
Hope for the best
Prepare for the worst
"I was trying to help people." Sam insisted; as terrified as he was, he found that he still had to try and defend his decisions; possibly out of guilt, possibly out of a belief that he had still done some correct things. "Your plan to attack the monsters would have killed all of our family, if it had gone ahead." And while he would rather none of them had died, of course, he thought this better than the massacre he had foreseen with a fight against the monsters.Prepare for the worst
Of course, Wessex managed to sweep out his feet: Sam was not and never had been a fighter or had quick reflexes. He fell to the ground on his back, raising the staff and his legs over himself to try and prevent her jumping on him as he got back upright. "I know you're angry-- but-- It's not as simple as all being my fault."
Wait all your life to see what you see