i know that you know that i know

he had eyes like rain & hair like waves
& a soul as vast and deep as the ocean

No, you're right. I'll only want to eat my feelings if I let myself think too much about how I've let myself go The hawk agrees, glad for the beak and lack of cheeks in this body as Ianto shifts. There will always be something about the merchant that makes him want to inhale sharply as if breathing fresh mountain air for the first time. First loves and all that, even the ones you don't properly remember, leave their marks after all.

Shifting himself, now seated on the railing with his feet swinging slightly, Remi offers his friend a crooked smile now that he's sure he has his expressions well under control. "I think you only wanted this sort of walk so that I'd not hear your constant barrage of thoughts about just offensively large I've become." He says with a brow raised, letting himself slip off of the railing. He still wasn't wearing shoes but this time he didn't offer any pretence of needing them.

"Come on then." With his heart somewhere near his throat offering fluttery warnings about not scaring off the fox again, Remi sinks his toes into the sandy path that leads away from his cottage.

THE ALCHEMIST

& i guess i didn't mind  d r o w n i n g  in him.