and yes i've been changing. for me, not for you
Knowing Amalia knew just as much about Frey, or that she didn't know a lot, absolutely made him feel a shit ton better. "Yeah, I've literally only seen Ludo once and I feel like I know ten times more about It than I do about Frey- like don't get me wrong, I'd love to learn more... but fuck does it feel like I'm walking on fire." Shaking his head, Oliver really was conflicted about his feelings towards Frey. The god ABSOLUTELY deserved respect, but fuck was he angry at them for being cursed. Plus, how the fuck is he supposed to act around them?! What the fuck!
A hand goes to the side of his face as his eyes widen. His cheeks darken to a very bright red as he realizes just what he did. "No-" It came out so quiet. Fuck was this mortifying. "Don't leave! I'm gay!" It came tumbling out of his mouth in a very panicked way, clearly frustrated with himself for what he did and also absolutely embarrassed that this happened... AGAIN. "I just- I really look up to you, Amalia... I didn't mean to make it sound like I like you in that way- I just wanted to help you out if I could." Hopefully she'd understand and wouldn't absolutely judge him for this horrific mistake.
A hand goes to the side of his face as his eyes widen. His cheeks darken to a very bright red as he realizes just what he did. "No-" It came out so quiet. Fuck was this mortifying. "Don't leave! I'm gay!" It came tumbling out of his mouth in a very panicked way, clearly frustrated with himself for what he did and also absolutely embarrassed that this happened... AGAIN. "I just- I really look up to you, Amalia... I didn't mean to make it sound like I like you in that way- I just wanted to help you out if I could." Hopefully she'd understand and wouldn't absolutely judge him for this horrific mistake.
smile for the camera, it's just a shot in the dark
