An’ there it is. The conversation I should’a had six months ago. I know this. I’m pretty sure Sunjata knows this. And yet every bit’a me is still clingin’ to the bitterness an’ salt of my insecurities.
Sighin’, I wait to have this chat until after the rags are all lined up in a row across the floor, then gesture for us to return to the back room so I can collect my things to leave. “I know yer tryin’ an’ I know it ain’t yer fault. You show up when needed and yer more powerful than most’a us.” And therein lies the problem. “From what I hear, the whole world is gettin’ shook up, not just us.” So they’re a side effect, not the cause.
But it’s pretty easy to confuse the too.
“I think jealousy is the main problem. Why not us, y’know?” That's what I hear, an' that's what I also, personally, think. "Why can I go to the shrine an' not get answered? It ain't yer problem, it's the Gods, but at the same time, what do you have that we don't?" Crossin' my arms, I frown. It's probably the first time I've opened up to someone outside m'circle about this, an' it's a little easier than I thought it was.
But not easy enough for me to want to do it often.
Sighin’, I wait to have this chat until after the rags are all lined up in a row across the floor, then gesture for us to return to the back room so I can collect my things to leave. “I know yer tryin’ an’ I know it ain’t yer fault. You show up when needed and yer more powerful than most’a us.” And therein lies the problem. “From what I hear, the whole world is gettin’ shook up, not just us.” So they’re a side effect, not the cause.
But it’s pretty easy to confuse the too.
“I think jealousy is the main problem. Why not us, y’know?” That's what I hear, an' that's what I also, personally, think. "Why can I go to the shrine an' not get answered? It ain't yer problem, it's the Gods, but at the same time, what do you have that we don't?" Crossin' my arms, I frown. It's probably the first time I've opened up to someone outside m'circle about this, an' it's a little easier than I thought it was.
But not easy enough for me to want to do it often.
quid pro quo
ain't nothin in this life for free
RAZA
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