Amalia
the shield of safrin
she does not know what it's like
not to have deep emotions
not to have deep emotions
The guilt she feels for leaving Loren is nothing compared to the anticipation she feels now.
Almost giddy with excitement she makes her way back to the rooms they've been given, the canteen of as-yet-frozen water clutched tight in her hands. Jyoti flies along behind her, crooning concernedly, sill worried about Loren and this new fervor. It would be a lie to say that the Shield hadn't been tempted to keep the water for herself, to drink it down and prolong her time safe from the illness that haunts her like a nightmare, but the temptation paled quickly when she realized this other course.
She does not knock upon the door, bursting into her friends' room with a forceful, vibrant urgency. "Ronin!" Amalia exclaims, practically bouncing as she enters the room, the canteen gripped in trembling fingers. "I have- I found Loren. And he didn't want it. So I brought it for Remi. It just needs to thaw."
Almost giddy with excitement she makes her way back to the rooms they've been given, the canteen of as-yet-frozen water clutched tight in her hands. Jyoti flies along behind her, crooning concernedly, sill worried about Loren and this new fervor. It would be a lie to say that the Shield hadn't been tempted to keep the water for herself, to drink it down and prolong her time safe from the illness that haunts her like a nightmare, but the temptation paled quickly when she realized this other course.
She does not knock upon the door, bursting into her friends' room with a forceful, vibrant urgency. "Ronin!" Amalia exclaims, practically bouncing as she enters the room, the canteen gripped in trembling fingers. "I have- I found Loren. And he didn't want it. So I brought it for Remi. It just needs to thaw."
even when she feels nothing
she feels it completely
she feels it completely
