i wanted to be ruined —
a little more than i wanted
— to be loved
Elide sums it up in a much easier way than Kiada could have. She doesn’t know how far the word has spread of it, squirreled away and kept to herself and her family as she was, that there’s almost the lining of relief that sparks through her eyes as the other woman trails off. A brief tug of a smile tries to form on the corner of her lips, her head nodding. “Yes.” She agrees quietly, solving that question with a simple word. “I died trying to rescue Tanau last Flowerbirth.” That was a tougher thing to say, but she’s gotten better about it. She isn’t dead now.
And really, it wouldn’t affect Elide as it often did for her friends and family.
“Nearly a year, at least.” In case the details mattered, that was, but she pauses to shake her head, to try and reset the spiral her mind is ready to dive into.
Her eyes lift from where she’s let them wander over the books and papers strewn about at Elide’s apology. “It’s okay! Really. I wasn’t sure how much people knew about it all.” Hopefully the easier smile that crosses her face is accepted. As for looking for something? Thank the gods she offers. “Actually that would be incredible.” She sighs almost wistfully, before her s mile edges toward something with a bit more amusement. “I was hoping to maybe find something on Ningos and agriculture?” She asks, mulling it over for a moment. “I want to help with the Ningo farm Chulane has made. Seeing as I don’t sleep anymore… I think it’s the least I could do some nights.”
And really, it wouldn’t affect Elide as it often did for her friends and family.
“Nearly a year, at least.” In case the details mattered, that was, but she pauses to shake her head, to try and reset the spiral her mind is ready to dive into.
Her eyes lift from where she’s let them wander over the books and papers strewn about at Elide’s apology. “It’s okay! Really. I wasn’t sure how much people knew about it all.” Hopefully the easier smile that crosses her face is accepted. As for looking for something? Thank the gods she offers. “Actually that would be incredible.” She sighs almost wistfully, before her s mile edges toward something with a bit more amusement. “I was hoping to maybe find something on Ningos and agriculture?” She asks, mulling it over for a moment. “I want to help with the Ningo farm Chulane has made. Seeing as I don’t sleep anymore… I think it’s the least I could do some nights.”
KIADA
No permission needed for power play!
Feel free to use magic/force on Kiada, without killing her <3
