awareness is the enemy of sanity
Finn has come full circle, or so it feels. He no longer possesses the frenetic energy of the sick, and nor is he filled with a wash of hopefulness and spirit. His misplaced confidence gone, his thirst for travel and change similarly snuffed out. Since his apparent mishap with his medicine, the Spyglass has returned to his books and his research, retreating back into the shell that holds his sanity. And it was one of those nights where a sleeping aid is necessary, and so wakefulness does not come for him easily this morning.
But blankets around him begin to feel heavier and heavier, like ropes enircling him, pressed around his waist and against his ear, and his brows furrow as he tries to drag himself to full consciousless. His lips part to release a sigh - there's something not right about this, and he knows it. He knows it but he cannot quite get to it--
Strong arms dragging him back, the press of flesh against him, sour breath across his face. Bruises and pain, pain for pleasure, pain and nothing else until--
Finn gasps and flinches away, and were it not for the body wrapped around him, he'd have propelled himself right out of bed. But he can't, he's trapped, and hands desperately claw to rid himself of the thing shrouding him.
But blankets around him begin to feel heavier and heavier, like ropes enircling him, pressed around his waist and against his ear, and his brows furrow as he tries to drag himself to full consciousless. His lips part to release a sigh - there's something not right about this, and he knows it. He knows it but he cannot quite get to it--
Strong arms dragging him back, the press of flesh against him, sour breath across his face. Bruises and pain, pain for pleasure, pain and nothing else until--
Finn gasps and flinches away, and were it not for the body wrapped around him, he'd have propelled himself right out of bed. But he can't, he's trapped, and hands desperately claw to rid himself of the thing shrouding him.
for once you hear the screaming
it never stops
FINN
