awareness is the enemy of sanity
The periphery of his vision is little more than blurred shadow, and Finn manages to press his back quite firmly against the wall as Remi scrambles in the opposite direction. What are you doing here? he wants to ask as he realises with a new clench to his guts just who has sidled up to him in the middle of the night (or whenever the Lullaby snuck into bed with him, who knows). What do you want? Why won't you leave me alone?
But it's all Finn can do to merely gasp for a breath that seems to get more difficult to catch with every inhale, and his fingers spasm against his knees. "Don't--" he manages as Remi starts to grab at things; it's bad enough that he'll never be able to sleep up here again, let alone having to move apartments completely.
"Think I'm gonna pass out," he mumbles, as if it's happening to someone else.
But it's all Finn can do to merely gasp for a breath that seems to get more difficult to catch with every inhale, and his fingers spasm against his knees. "Don't--" he manages as Remi starts to grab at things; it's bad enough that he'll never be able to sleep up here again, let alone having to move apartments completely.
"Think I'm gonna pass out," he mumbles, as if it's happening to someone else.
for once you hear the screaming
it never stops
FINN
