Make me understand

Remi knew three ascended now: Sam, Isla, and Archebold. Given the subject matter obviously Sam wouldn't do and Arche? Well...the ex-captain was a figure in the alchemist's life to whom he currently couldn't quite fix the title of friend. Arche had been nothing but generous and kind, nearly getting himself killed to assist with the barrier research, and yet...Perhaps it was some strange racism on Remi's part that made him feel so (though he didn't feel the same towards Isla or Sam). He'd think about that later. For now, he hoped to bribe the medic with the gift he'd brought her in exchange for her insight into her new found situation. "Isla?" He called out brightly. "It is Remi. I tried to do some surgery on myself and I am afraid it has gone rather badly." Voice sing-song and clearly not serious, Remi peered into some of the darkened rooms, but waited firmly in the 'waiting area' respectully. REMI What have I become? My sweetest friend—Everyone I know goes away in the end If I could start again, a million miles away, I would keep myself. I would find a way