twisting in circles again

i closed my eyes and saw my father's sins, they covered me like a second skin
i peeled them off, and sure i bled a bit, but now i'm free to sink my own damn ship

“I should have said something.” He rumbles, tacking it onto yet another thing that he needs to get better about. But he shakes his head when she asks if he’s alright. He keeps his distance from her, however, remaining further away as he can just in case. In case of what? Hurting her as he’s prone to do as of late.

It’s with dark shadowed eyes, that he finally exhales a sigh he hadn’t realized he’d held so close to his tight chest. “I’m not hurt. I just… I really fucked up Vai and I’m supposed to try and fix it and I don’t know how to start or what to do.” He clenches his jaw, the scarring on the side twisting with the movement. “I fucked up really hard and Nate’s trying and I think Hotaru is leaving, and I don’t know what to do.” His brows pinch together with the fear and dread that cross his face, having given little to no information as to what he’d fucked up with. “I made a deal with Safrin and—” He cuts himself off before he can dive more into it’d trying to get a handle on himself.

i cut my branch down from my family tree to start a fire in the living room

SUNJATA