without you things go hazy

walked out this morning and i wrote down this song.
i just can't remember who to send it to

It's maddening to try and force himself to relax while wanting nothing more than to tense up in anticipation, as if the steel of his muscles might somehow hurry the Star along. He doesn't want him to hurry though; much as Remi loves and hates the tension that covers him just as completely as Ronin does, this is a first unlike any other that the pair has experienced, and he'll not blunder his way through it for anything.  But gods if the sweetness of Ronin's lips against his doesn't make him long for fingertips to leave bruises against his skin and for their headboard to threaten to break with the motion of their bodies.

"It is only you, for m—." Remi's lips part in a sharp O as his lashes flutter and the green of his eyes disappears behind his eyelids. With toes curling against the sheets, the alchemist exhales a growl as his eyes flash open. Going slow now seems laughable; perhaps that's why the alchemist's hand slides against his husband's hip, forbidding the Star from suddenly plunging in too deep.

'I want to feel every moment of this." Remi explains as his hips shift upward slightly and the pressure against Ronin's side increases, encouraging the Star in bit by bit. Every inch is wrought with pleasure and the desperate need for more. With cheeks aflame with colour and eyes that shine brightly, Remi reaches up to clasp a hand against the Star's cheek as wordless I love yous spill from lips quickly losing the ability to speak.