you are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world
Later, Finn will realise - perhaps - what has happened with Cian, what he had been offered, what he might have missed out on. Not tonight, though. It has taken him long enough to write the report and get it perfect (aka exactly how Finn wants it), and having escaped walked up to the Eye's office to deliver the folder personally, it's now quite late in the night for him to be squeaking around in spare scrubs and soft, disposable clinic shoes.
Still, as he finally reaches the ground floor of the Tower, he can feel the barest hints of sobriety start to creep back up on him. With a shiver that's only partially to do with the cold licking up his arms, he shuffles back into the clinic, ignores Milligan or whoever has taken over for her on the night shift, and heads straight back to where he was working.
This, of course, happens to be Tobi's office, given that it was the only space with a desk. His teeth start to itch and he can feel his mouth wanting to get dry now that the snapdragon has completely left his system. Without knocking, he steps into the office to collect up his belongings. He doesn't know what he plans to do next.
Still, as he finally reaches the ground floor of the Tower, he can feel the barest hints of sobriety start to creep back up on him. With a shiver that's only partially to do with the cold licking up his arms, he shuffles back into the clinic, ignores Milligan or whoever has taken over for her on the night shift, and heads straight back to where he was working.
This, of course, happens to be Tobi's office, given that it was the only space with a desk. His teeth start to itch and he can feel his mouth wanting to get dry now that the snapdragon has completely left his system. Without knocking, he steps into the office to collect up his belongings. He doesn't know what he plans to do next.
and that, I believe
is why you are in so much pain
FINN
