you are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world
It's only one word, but even that is almost enough to break him. October is the first person in almost a season to let Finn make a decision for himself (without that decision being loaded with consequences or guilt), and the shuddering breath he releases is one of unfettered relief and gratitude. His eyes sting and he nods to Tobi, his arm folding around her once more that they can sit together. "I'm glad," he mumbles when she agrees to talk with him. And honestly, it's easier to talk about things right now - Finn doesn't remember what it's like to feel alright, so small talk is all but impossible.
"Cian had me stationed at Torchline, undercover. I was in the Halenani as one of the brothel workers - that's why I had the glamour." His gaze slips away from her entirely now, to stare at the plush rug beneath their feet. I needed to gather intel about Torchline, and whether they would be trusted to stand with the Old Gods, when the time comes."
"Cian had me stationed at Torchline, undercover. I was in the Halenani as one of the brothel workers - that's why I had the glamour." His gaze slips away from her entirely now, to stare at the plush rug beneath their feet. I needed to gather intel about Torchline, and whether they would be trusted to stand with the Old Gods, when the time comes."
and that, I believe
is why you are in so much pain
FINN
