I know what it takes to move on; I know how it feels to lie
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
If he doesn’t think about it too much, this really isn’t too different from any other time. Simmering rage sits just below the surface of his skin, a tight uncomfortable feeling that he’s beginning to remember better and better the longer it sticks around. Nate hates it.
But he’s here, walking along beside his husband as if this is all fine, a smile plastered to his face for Kamaria. It’s not like he doesn’t deserve to be here, he’d helped with the quests laid out, done more than his fair share, if he was being honest. There’s no need for the flutter in his guys, no reason for his fingers to be tightening and releasing in Sunjata’s shirt.
As Sunjata steps forward, Nate lets his hand linger on the attuned’s shoulder, though he doesn’t move with him. Doesn’t move his gaze from SunjatA’s back at all. Nate would like to think nothing would happen here, but if he believed everything he’d thought he’d have been dead a long time ago.
But he’s here, walking along beside his husband as if this is all fine, a smile plastered to his face for Kamaria. It’s not like he doesn’t deserve to be here, he’d helped with the quests laid out, done more than his fair share, if he was being honest. There’s no need for the flutter in his guys, no reason for his fingers to be tightening and releasing in Sunjata’s shirt.
As Sunjata steps forward, Nate lets his hand linger on the attuned’s shoulder, though he doesn’t move with him. Doesn’t move his gaze from SunjatA’s back at all. Nate would like to think nothing would happen here, but if he believed everything he’d thought he’d have been dead a long time ago.
holding on to what I haven’t got
NATE
