& my heart ran away from me
Tempted as he is to argue with her about that, he wisely keeps his mouth closed. "I wish I could visit you in dreams." He murmurs unhelpfully. It would solve everything. Everything. But the cold and purely operational places that ascended minds went when they did sleep were not a place he could do anything with.
"I want everything." Remi says simply with a humourless laugh that speaks to just how selfish he knows he's being. "How could I not?" He had had Ronin and Isla. Had been able to keep the best of both worlds with absolutely no repercussions for so long. It was selfish and naive to continue to want it, but Isla had asked and so Remi had answered. "Then there was Varus and I knew we could not be as close as we were, and it seemed fine. And now with you worrying about how you might kill me if we are too close....and not being able to meet in the Grounds, and having to arrange things ahead of time, and.." Swallowing hard, he frowns down at the sand that burps and crumbles in response to the wiggling of his toes below.
"I want you in my life, Isla. I always will. I just...do not know what that means anymore. With what I am. With who you are."
"I want everything." Remi says simply with a humourless laugh that speaks to just how selfish he knows he's being. "How could I not?" He had had Ronin and Isla. Had been able to keep the best of both worlds with absolutely no repercussions for so long. It was selfish and naive to continue to want it, but Isla had asked and so Remi had answered. "Then there was Varus and I knew we could not be as close as we were, and it seemed fine. And now with you worrying about how you might kill me if we are too close....and not being able to meet in the Grounds, and having to arrange things ahead of time, and.." Swallowing hard, he frowns down at the sand that burps and crumbles in response to the wiggling of his toes below.
"I want you in my life, Isla. I always will. I just...do not know what that means anymore. With what I am. With who you are."
THE
LULLABY
Speaks with a thick Italian accent.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
