know it all

Ronin's sight blurs and grows misty even as Remi turns towards him, and this time he doesn't bother to try and swipe away the tears that wet his cheeks. He tries to move towards his husband, but his legs give way before he can so much as take a step. It doesn't stop him from reaching for the alchemist, though, and grasping hands slip around Remi's waist so he might bury his face in his shirt. The panic and sorrow that roars for him is testament to the storm that boils overhead, and he shakes his head to the other man. "I just need to feel it," he mumbles, the words half muffled. "Please, just touch me. I need to feel how you feel about us. Don't hold anything back, it's important." He wishes he could describe more about it, about the reasons why or the panic that grips him, but for now this is all the Star can manage. RONIN if there's one thing i'm good at, it's surviving