"What a shame she's fucked in the head," they said.
Seren,
I've tried writing this letter on more than one occasion and I haven't ever been able to finish it. Before you worry, I'm fine physically. I haven't been injured. Nor am I in danger. So please don't worry about me in that regard.
The Halenani is open again and I've officially moved back in. It feels strangely empty despite being surrounded by my workers once more. Maybe that's to do with Locke not coming with me. I was going to ask him, but I backed out at the last moment. I thought he might turn me down. I know that we lived together for the season, but I didn't have anywhere else to go... Now that I had a home I thought he might want his space back. So I never did ask him. Probably for the best though considering.
It's all gone to shit, Seren. He ended things with me and told me to leave. He said he didn't need me. I tried to talk to him, but you know how he can be. I wish that I'd tried harder, but I didn't. I just left. I didn't even pack my things.
Remember in the garden when you told me that flirting and teasing wasn't harmless? And at first it isn't. It's fun. Sweet and exciting. The thrill of getting to know someone and learning how you fit in their life. I thought I fit well into Locke's. I thought that we were in love and happy. As happy as we could be with all that's happening around us. I was wrong and you were right. There is nothing harmless about this. I don't think I've ever truly experienced heartbreak before this, but I understand how people feel like they could die from it.
I have more I need to tell you, but it's better suited to be done in person. I hope you'll come see me soon. I could really use someone right now. I need my friend. I need you.
I hope you're well. I miss you terribly.
With love,
Maeve
I've tried writing this letter on more than one occasion and I haven't ever been able to finish it. Before you worry, I'm fine physically. I haven't been injured. Nor am I in danger. So please don't worry about me in that regard.
The Halenani is open again and I've officially moved back in. It feels strangely empty despite being surrounded by my workers once more. Maybe that's to do with Locke not coming with me. I was going to ask him, but I backed out at the last moment. I thought he might turn me down. I know that we lived together for the season, but I didn't have anywhere else to go... Now that I had a home I thought he might want his space back. So I never did ask him. Probably for the best though considering.
It's all gone to shit, Seren. He ended things with me and told me to leave. He said he didn't need me. I tried to talk to him, but you know how he can be. I wish that I'd tried harder, but I didn't. I just left. I didn't even pack my things.
Remember in the garden when you told me that flirting and teasing wasn't harmless? And at first it isn't. It's fun. Sweet and exciting. The thrill of getting to know someone and learning how you fit in their life. I thought I fit well into Locke's. I thought that we were in love and happy. As happy as we could be with all that's happening around us. I was wrong and you were right. There is nothing harmless about this. I don't think I've ever truly experienced heartbreak before this, but I understand how people feel like they could die from it.
I have more I need to tell you, but it's better suited to be done in person. I hope you'll come see me soon. I could really use someone right now. I need my friend. I need you.
I hope you're well. I miss you terribly.
With love,
Maeve
Maeve
