For forever and a day

sam So please please please, let me get what I want this time Sam felt guilty as soon as he saw Remi's flinch, but the other man seemed...alright. He wasn't sure if he should regret pushing him away or not; on one hand Remi could be hurt both physically and emotionally but the other...he could feel the ghost of heat on his cheeks as he looked about to see if anyone had seen. It wasn't shame, not quite, more just a sense of what was right and proper. He obediently passed Remi the blanket and followed him outside, making sure Remi got sat down on the bench there before he did. There was a sense of something unsaid in the air, something that was making his throat feel clogged but...he didn't know how to break into it. The question distracted him from trying to think of phrasing. "...Well...um. I am a-always prepared at home, b-but I thought I might go to the..Rathskeller, since that's where my f-friends will be." It still sounded an odd sentence to come out of his mouth, Sam never having had the friends before to say such a thing. His eyes scanned the town around them, looked off into the distance; the Sam froze as he saw a flash of ginger hair not unlike his own at the end of a far off street. He couldn't focus well enough to tell if it was anyone he knew, but he still stiffened. After a moment, the figure moved around the corner and he relaxed, sighing and looking back to Remi. Somehow, the panic at the prospect of seeing his family had made him more confident in saying the difficult thing. "Remi. I d-don't want you to think I don't...want you. S-sexually. I do. Really." Trying to very much emphasise this point, he looked up and down Remi's body and smiled. "B-but. I am still...growing used to being out in p-public at all. If...when...a-anything like that happens. I wou-would like it to be. Just me and you."