How do I keep myself from fallin' apart when I ain't never felt part of a whole?
What, indeed?
He has had his time in the trenches, wallowing in the silt and weighed beneath the stones that press now into her own chest. Hotaru doesn't know how close she is to the end of her own journey. Only that she is still traversing those depths - though the void seems lighter with each passing day, light streaking through depths previously untouched by things like hope and purpose.
I don't know, she says honestly, but there's a soft wondering tone that even Hotaru hadn't anticipated when formulating the words. I suppose until the twins visit Frey at the end of the season, there's little to do in the first place. After that...well, anything. Deciding is the hardest part. It doesn't feel so much like reinventing herself as it does narrowing down what means anything to her now.
Is that still Halo? She isn't sure, but she finds herself invested in the information he gives even as her eyes stray back to the jingling bug. He deserves it, regardless of who reigns. Though it does have favorable implications. Already Ru catches herself using words like favorable, ones that speak more of her outlook than she expected. By time spring comes, I can be of more use. However it is you need me. Though Wessex's words haunt her, Deimos would have her assistance even in times like these where her own heart was complicated by confusion and indecision.
He has had his time in the trenches, wallowing in the silt and weighed beneath the stones that press now into her own chest. Hotaru doesn't know how close she is to the end of her own journey. Only that she is still traversing those depths - though the void seems lighter with each passing day, light streaking through depths previously untouched by things like hope and purpose.
I don't know, she says honestly, but there's a soft wondering tone that even Hotaru hadn't anticipated when formulating the words. I suppose until the twins visit Frey at the end of the season, there's little to do in the first place. After that...well, anything. Deciding is the hardest part. It doesn't feel so much like reinventing herself as it does narrowing down what means anything to her now.
Is that still Halo? She isn't sure, but she finds herself invested in the information he gives even as her eyes stray back to the jingling bug. He deserves it, regardless of who reigns. Though it does have favorable implications. Already Ru catches herself using words like favorable, ones that speak more of her outlook than she expected. By time spring comes, I can be of more use. However it is you need me. Though Wessex's words haunt her, Deimos would have her assistance even in times like these where her own heart was complicated by confusion and indecision.
HOTARU
