Maybe all you need is someone to trust
He doesn't know what hurts worse, that Sunjata agrees or that he didn't know. Golden eyes meet grey for a moment before he's looking down, watching snow collect in paw prints. He feels guilty, ashamed, too many things to name really. He can't even think of anything to say. Maybe he's already said it. Maybe it doesn't matter.
The snow sinks in through his fur but he hardly notices it, hardly notices anything until Sunjata moves, drawing closer. He finally looks up, ears folding back, eyes narrowing. Maybe for her it had. His voice is sad, maybe resigned, and the anger he was feeling before leaks from him as he sinks down into the snow again.
I've fucked plenty of people but she was the first person I ever just slept with. First person I just wanted to spend time with. He growls softly, trying to figure out how he's feeling. Mostly just cold. I thought if I ran off to make something of myself, to become a dragoon, that maybe I'd be worthy of her. Only to find out that you'd scooped her up in the meantime. Maybe if I hadn't left..
M'sorry. None of this was Sunjata's fault, not really. All he had done was exist.
The snow sinks in through his fur but he hardly notices it, hardly notices anything until Sunjata moves, drawing closer. He finally looks up, ears folding back, eyes narrowing. Maybe for her it had. His voice is sad, maybe resigned, and the anger he was feeling before leaks from him as he sinks down into the snow again.
I've fucked plenty of people but she was the first person I ever just slept with. First person I just wanted to spend time with. He growls softly, trying to figure out how he's feeling. Mostly just cold. I thought if I ran off to make something of myself, to become a dragoon, that maybe I'd be worthy of her. Only to find out that you'd scooped her up in the meantime. Maybe if I hadn't left..
M'sorry. None of this was Sunjata's fault, not really. All he had done was exist.
LOCKE
