// the edge is getting closer, it's a long spiral down. it's so fun to fly 'til you hit the ground
i think i'm getting too close, i think i'm getting too close //
i think i'm getting too close, i think i'm getting too close //
And that he does. He needs to sit on it, let it work its way out, needs to deal with it rather than masking it, because lately the masking has only made it hundreds of times worse after. So he hums a quiet agreement, settling his breathing as he focuses on the conversation instead of his internal nightmare – sure that he won’t sleep well tonight regardless, given that the nightmares will come back, given that they might change to adjust to Nate’s face this time instead.
“I know I do.” He says quietly, working his jaw for a second before he relaxes it – before Isla has a chance to comment on it. “You and the Ascended have always been accommodating to me.” He murmurs softly, swallowing harder before he shakes his head, moves to grab her hand as he pushes himself up, collecting the bottle as he sways and regains his balance. “They are. It’s… A relief. And all I gotta do to get the teleporter is sleep with a couple more people.” Should be easy, right? Especially given his typical coping mechanisms? “It was supposed to be a birthday gift for Nate, but I guess it’ll be a nice gift when he gets back, huh?”
“I know I do.” He says quietly, working his jaw for a second before he relaxes it – before Isla has a chance to comment on it. “You and the Ascended have always been accommodating to me.” He murmurs softly, swallowing harder before he shakes his head, moves to grab her hand as he pushes himself up, collecting the bottle as he sways and regains his balance. “They are. It’s… A relief. And all I gotta do to get the teleporter is sleep with a couple more people.” Should be easy, right? Especially given his typical coping mechanisms? “It was supposed to be a birthday gift for Nate, but I guess it’ll be a nice gift when he gets back, huh?”
it's hard to get to heaven with my head in my hands
SUNJATA
Feel free to use magic/force on Sunjata, without killing him <3
Sunjata speaks with an Australian accent and has a passive magic that makes him produce a subtle scent that matches exactly to whatever those around him most desire him to smell like.
