the lullaby
'I do not look forward to this,' Remi sighs, and though that seems like it might be a huge understatement, having both been forgotten and have done the forgetting, the alchemist has all too clear an idea of what is in store for him. "I will probably be...fine. That is the worst part of all of it. I will be fine. I will say I had to forget someone for my own safety, that it was for the best, that she would have understood, and...I will believe it. If anyone points her out to me, I'll think a woman? how strange and hardly believe it." Biting at the inside of his cheeks as new tears push out from behind his closed eyelashes.
Clenching the fingers of the hand not around Ronin's waist as if Remi might somehow turn off the tap of his tears, he opts instead for roughly rubbing at his cheek with Ronin's shoulder. "When I write to her...I will not even be able to say she will always be in my heart or my thoughts, because she won't be. I can't...I can't say anything Ronin...I can't—" Dropping suddenly to his knees then, Remi feels bile crawling up the back of his throat. Coughing and clenching his eyes closed, the stew they'd had for dinner that evening makes a second appearance as it begins to provide unusual nourishment for the ground beneath them.
Clenching the fingers of the hand not around Ronin's waist as if Remi might somehow turn off the tap of his tears, he opts instead for roughly rubbing at his cheek with Ronin's shoulder. "When I write to her...I will not even be able to say she will always be in my heart or my thoughts, because she won't be. I can't...I can't say anything Ronin...I can't—" Dropping suddenly to his knees then, Remi feels bile crawling up the back of his throat. Coughing and clenching his eyes closed, the stew they'd had for dinner that evening makes a second appearance as it begins to provide unusual nourishment for the ground beneath them.
i collect scars because I want proof
I've paid for the sins I've committed
I've paid for the sins I've committed
Speaks with a thick Italian accent.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
