Rebuilding What Was Lost

SAMUEL i am the ocean, crawling madly at your moon. and with one wanton whoop — The news that the rest of Remi's memory was fine should have made Sam feel better, probably,  but instead he just felt targeted and hurt.  What had he done to Ludo to deserve this? It was certainly more of a punishment on him than Remi, he thought. Remi hadn't known he was missing anything but Sam was forced to hold all the memories, the sadness of missing what they had once had. Captain Cobb...Sam raised an eyebrow at hearing Archebold described so respectfully but didn't mention it,  choosing to sip his tea instead. But he nearly spat it out when he heard Remi describe the snowy cave-in as something he'd experienced alone. Looking over he shook his head. "Re...Remi I...d-don't know how to s-say this. But... you weren't al-alone. Th-that was...where we h-had our first kiss,  after I bit y-you. And we flew out t-together." Did Remi remember all of their dates one sided,  alone? The idea wrenched at his heart. "...I su-suppose you have no i..idea if I'm ly-lying or not. But I swear I'm n-not. I wouldn't,  not t-to you. I promised you I w-wouldn't." — i melt into a sycophantic soup, & all that's left to do, is giggle, fawn, and swoon.