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The book of love is long and boring
"Do...what? Kiss someone?" Sam was utterly baffled, not understanding what Nate was going on about at all. Without the reference of Remi in his mind, who had told him of his experiences with homophobia, he had no way to understand. As Nate 'apologised' and laughed he began to wonder if he was sound in his mind.
He had not even noticed he'd used the word handsome until Nate pointed it out. Sam stared wide eyed, his eyes looking to the flexing muscle as he nervously swallowed. He did not often give much thought to physical lust except for in the early hours in the morning, where shame began to bleed away into the dark of the bedroom. But Nate, his smirk and the arm by him..Sam sharply inhaled.
But when he spoke of needing a 'friend', his voice dripping with suggestion...Sam knew he couldn't do what Nate wanted. The look in Remi's eyes came to him, the answer 'I don't know you anymore', a love he no longer remembered (and to Sam, sex was love). He couldn't hurt someone else so quickly, no matter how badly his body and need to feel wanted screamed at him to pull Nate closer.
"...I can help you in academic matters." He said firmly, going to cross his arms again. "I could give you somewhere to stay. That's all."
He had not even noticed he'd used the word handsome until Nate pointed it out. Sam stared wide eyed, his eyes looking to the flexing muscle as he nervously swallowed. He did not often give much thought to physical lust except for in the early hours in the morning, where shame began to bleed away into the dark of the bedroom. But Nate, his smirk and the arm by him..Sam sharply inhaled.
But when he spoke of needing a 'friend', his voice dripping with suggestion...Sam knew he couldn't do what Nate wanted. The look in Remi's eyes came to him, the answer 'I don't know you anymore', a love he no longer remembered (and to Sam, sex was love). He couldn't hurt someone else so quickly, no matter how badly his body and need to feel wanted screamed at him to pull Nate closer.
"...I can help you in academic matters." He said firmly, going to cross his arms again. "I could give you somewhere to stay. That's all."
No one can lift the damn thing
