the higher i climb
Remi could only snort and shrug. When it came to he and Ronin, whatever was most unlikely or strange was usually what ended up happening. Then again, it wasn't as though that was their first kiss anyhow. That, and given Remi and the hunter had exchanged I love yous months before, the fact that nothing was happening in the right order hardly seemed to matter.
The alchemist winced slightly at Sam's near-choking on his news. It only reconfirmed that perhaps Sam was not exactly the right person for Remi to have shared this with...and yet it still felt appropriate somehow. "Fast?" The alchemist mused, his fingers gently tapping against the table. "In one sense, yes. But...I have known Ronin for years. We already live together...are raising a child together.." He added with a crooked smile. Growing a touch more serious though, Remi bit the inside of his lip for a moment. "He died...and..well, you know what that was like for me." Sombering entirely now, Remi ran a hand up his arm and let his head flop to the side. "I cannot handle any more loss. I will not do it. Losing you...and then Ianto..I just.." The alchemist ran his fingers through his curls and let himself sigh out the mounting tension he felt in his chest.
"I...I can see, in a way. Most things are very dark. Like trying to walk around at night." Even though Sam couild see perfectly well in the dark, the alchemist was fairly certain he would remember enough to know what it was like. "Some places though, I can see better than others. My shop and the guild for instance. And some people." Like Ronin, who was the emodiment of colour and clarity. Though...perhaps Sam needn't know that. "Like you, just now." Looking into Sam's eyes, Remi smiled fondly. "I can see the colour in your eyes. Your freckles. The copper of your hair." He described, letting his eyes wash across the ascended's face, dimples appearing on one of Remi's cheeks as his smile grew crooked.
The alchemist winced slightly at Sam's near-choking on his news. It only reconfirmed that perhaps Sam was not exactly the right person for Remi to have shared this with...and yet it still felt appropriate somehow. "Fast?" The alchemist mused, his fingers gently tapping against the table. "In one sense, yes. But...I have known Ronin for years. We already live together...are raising a child together.." He added with a crooked smile. Growing a touch more serious though, Remi bit the inside of his lip for a moment. "He died...and..well, you know what that was like for me." Sombering entirely now, Remi ran a hand up his arm and let his head flop to the side. "I cannot handle any more loss. I will not do it. Losing you...and then Ianto..I just.." The alchemist ran his fingers through his curls and let himself sigh out the mounting tension he felt in his chest.
"I...I can see, in a way. Most things are very dark. Like trying to walk around at night." Even though Sam couild see perfectly well in the dark, the alchemist was fairly certain he would remember enough to know what it was like. "Some places though, I can see better than others. My shop and the guild for instance. And some people." Like Ronin, who was the emodiment of colour and clarity. Though...perhaps Sam needn't know that. "Like you, just now." Looking into Sam's eyes, Remi smiled fondly. "I can see the colour in your eyes. Your freckles. The copper of your hair." He described, letting his eyes wash across the ascended's face, dimples appearing on one of Remi's cheeks as his smile grew crooked.
the farther i fall when i do
Speaks with a thick Italian accent.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
