long road out to recovery

"I've already told you I don't follow her unquestionably. I've been torturing myself for weeks over if I can still trust her after the Blight. But...she's done a lot for me, and she says it'll be worth it, and I just want to see what it is she has to show. I...I owe her that much. I'm sorry." Sam tried to speak as firmly as he could, wanting to make it clear this was the end of the conversation as far as he was concerned. The fear, though; it wasn't really because he did or didn't trust the Voice. Sam was just scared of everything. Even of this conversation and the way it was going, the chance Jigano might not want to talk to him after...the idea terrified him. "Jigano, I respect you and I really, really do value your opinion. And I missed you deeply, and I'm so glad to see you back." Sam sighed and shook his head. "But for this, I need to find my own way through it. I...I only hope you don't turn your back on me for it - I hoped we could find a way to meet in the middle, maybe. Or just...let's both see what it is the Voice has to show." Samuel He took a step but then felt tired He said, I'll rest a little while But when he tried to walk again He wasn't a child