LUSEA
i could recognize him by touch alone, by smell
i would know him blind,
"I am mine." A snarl, a sudden flash of fury- how dare he call me his, when he whores himself away? "And I won't give myself to someone who thinks I'm just a toy he can play with when he's bored." It's the same argument I used years ago, when I thought he was just an entitled little rich boy looking for his next conquest. How long had I refused him, resisted the allure of those gunmetal eyes?
Not long enough, it seems.
Pulling myself into a sitting position, I tuck my legs beneath myself with a tired, frustrated sigh. Gods, I want to believe him when he says that it's over. When he says he chooses me, as though he didn't just prove that there's a lie in that pretty declaration. Running a hand through my hair, I manage a dry chuckle as he declares I can kill him if he fucks up again. "I'll do a lot worse than that, Sunny, don't you worry."
Like cut off his dick and leave him a eunuch forever. That'll teach him to put his cock in places it doesn't belong.
Lifting my head to look at him at last, I exhale deeply, my expression a hard stare. "Fine. You want another chance? You want me to say I'll take you back? Here's what you can do, princeling." Another throwback, an old retort. Dream on, Princeling. This is one fight you're not gonna win.
He had won in the end, though, hadn't he? So maybe he can again.
"If you want me to believe it's me- prove it. Earn it. Be the man I know you can be. But don't expect me to wait around if you fuck it up again. I've got a life to live, you know." Literally. I did it without him once- I can do it again. But I'd really rather not.
Not long enough, it seems.
Pulling myself into a sitting position, I tuck my legs beneath myself with a tired, frustrated sigh. Gods, I want to believe him when he says that it's over. When he says he chooses me, as though he didn't just prove that there's a lie in that pretty declaration. Running a hand through my hair, I manage a dry chuckle as he declares I can kill him if he fucks up again. "I'll do a lot worse than that, Sunny, don't you worry."
Like cut off his dick and leave him a eunuch forever. That'll teach him to put his cock in places it doesn't belong.
Lifting my head to look at him at last, I exhale deeply, my expression a hard stare. "Fine. You want another chance? You want me to say I'll take you back? Here's what you can do, princeling." Another throwback, an old retort. Dream on, Princeling. This is one fight you're not gonna win.
He had won in the end, though, hadn't he? So maybe he can again.
"If you want me to believe it's me- prove it. Earn it. Be the man I know you can be. But don't expect me to wait around if you fuck it up again. I've got a life to live, you know." Literally. I did it without him once- I can do it again. But I'd really rather not.
i would know him in death,
at the end of the world
SUNJATA
