it's 2am and i took 17 shots of vodka trying to forget your name
but the only name i forgot was mine. and sober —
Oh, she knows that it’s not what the Reaper turned Sword wants to hear. But she has to tell him, because if she doesn’t and something happens? There’s only her to blame, but she knows that he’d end up blaming himself in the end. Something about not being able to tell him her plans, not being able to be opened up to. And so, here she is, explaining the task she’s been given, waiting to see if she has to point out the obvious. That if he denies her this, she finds it’s completely unfair.
After all, the feeling he will get is exactly how she feels when Amalia and him dart off into the night. And she wonders, if he refuses to mention it when he does speak, because he knows how directly unfair that would be. So when he asks her if she’s going alone, she shakes her head no. “No. Jigano will be with me.” She says lightly, breathing air into the room, pausing to eat her breakfast despite watching him. And she pauses further, letting the information sink. “He has Ludo's lantern. It's what we'll need to draw Ru'in out. And I’ve already talked to Jigano about it. He has agreed to come.” A hum of thought.
“I made it through Longnight once before. I can do it again.” It’s a quiet admission, of when she went and retrieved Auni. Of when Isla had Died and come back to life in the form of a unicorn very similar to Zuriel. She can do this, she just needs him to trust her.
After all, the feeling he will get is exactly how she feels when Amalia and him dart off into the night. And she wonders, if he refuses to mention it when he does speak, because he knows how directly unfair that would be. So when he asks her if she’s going alone, she shakes her head no. “No. Jigano will be with me.” She says lightly, breathing air into the room, pausing to eat her breakfast despite watching him. And she pauses further, letting the information sink. “He has Ludo's lantern. It's what we'll need to draw Ru'in out. And I’ve already talked to Jigano about it. He has agreed to come.” A hum of thought.
“I made it through Longnight once before. I can do it again.” It’s a quiet admission, of when she went and retrieved Auni. Of when Isla had Died and come back to life in the form of a unicorn very similar to Zuriel. She can do this, she just needs him to trust her.
— or drunk, you're the only thing on my mind
KIADA
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Feel free to use magic/force on Kiada, without killing her <3
