PHOEBE
Let you go and the lonely in
To take my heart again
To take my heart again
"Focus on the good things, Remi. Ronin is here, with you, and that is what matters most." she said with a soft smile. If it was too difficult to simply not worry, perhaps framing it as a focus shift would help him. "You've a husband who is just on the mend, a baby, and a guild to care for. If you had forgotten me there I certainly couldn't have blamed you." she said with a light laugh. Remi had a lot on his plate. And as much as she wished she could see him more, she knew his priorities and responsibilities were usually much more important than a nice chat with a sister/friend.
But back to Jata. She sighed and shook her head. "No. They got...much worse. We..." she sighed, looking down. "We had sex, even though he is with Lusea. And...I felt badly at first, but before we did, and I said she would be upset, he said he didn't care what she thought." she said, her brow furrowing. "And I just...I really thought I loved him, and to realize that he held so little regard for the feelings of a woman he regularly told me he loved more than anyone he ever knew...I just...I didn't want to stop him to wrecking it for himself. He deserves what he gets from that." she said, lips pursing a bit. "And after he told me that he is with her because he is afraid to be with me because I make him vulnerable. And then...I don't know it was a whole stupid thing."
But back to Jata. She sighed and shook her head. "No. They got...much worse. We..." she sighed, looking down. "We had sex, even though he is with Lusea. And...I felt badly at first, but before we did, and I said she would be upset, he said he didn't care what she thought." she said, her brow furrowing. "And I just...I really thought I loved him, and to realize that he held so little regard for the feelings of a woman he regularly told me he loved more than anyone he ever knew...I just...I didn't want to stop him to wrecking it for himself. He deserves what he gets from that." she said, lips pursing a bit. "And after he told me that he is with her because he is afraid to be with me because I make him vulnerable. And then...I don't know it was a whole stupid thing."
