when the heart of this wide-eyed wanderer
Phoebe might have laughed but she was exactly right. Keeping silent and still, Remi closed his eyes and let his teeth click together actively trying not to think of the moment that wasn't. It wasn't a moment. It wasn't, wasn't, wasn't.
What she said next made Remi glance towards her with an uncertain frown. "I do not know how. Not with him back, not with.." He trailed off. Remi had meant it when he'd said his love was unconditional; how could he reconcile that with trying to let Loren go? In what sense could he ever do that? "I know." The alchemist agreed immediately, a sheen of tears misting across his sea-glass stare. "And I never want anything more than Ronin. I love him more than words could ever say. I never want to be without him." While there was no but to that, there was...a fracture. As there had been with Ianto. A longing for a world where he could live out alternative lives. It was stupid and selfish, but the shadow of those futures that never would be lingered just as much as his lost memories did.
What she said next made Remi glance towards her with an uncertain frown. "I do not know how. Not with him back, not with.." He trailed off. Remi had meant it when he'd said his love was unconditional; how could he reconcile that with trying to let Loren go? In what sense could he ever do that? "I know." The alchemist agreed immediately, a sheen of tears misting across his sea-glass stare. "And I never want anything more than Ronin. I love him more than words could ever say. I never want to be without him." While there was no but to that, there was...a fracture. As there had been with Ianto. A longing for a world where he could live out alternative lives. It was stupid and selfish, but the shadow of those futures that never would be lingered just as much as his lost memories did.
beats in time with yours
Speaks with a thick Italian accent.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
Force and magic can be used against Remi without permission.
