PHOEBE
Let you go and the lonely in
To take my heart again
To take my heart again
Pim just grumbled and Remi’s glance but he would be so happy when Remi had those level 11 perks and he had someone else to talk to besides Frey.
It took Phoebe a long time to calm down enough to talk. She was quick to cry, but usually she was quick to pull it together again too. Not this time. Not with the summoner’s words chorusing in her mind like a Baptist choir calling to god on high – repeated endlessly, in slightly different configurations, sometimes with added flair and trill, all conveying the same message. But eventually she did enough to speak, though her words were still interspersed with hyperventilated breaths.
”He was upset and I told him I knew about what happened…if he needed to talk because I know he has no one.” she said, having to pause as her breath came in short gasps. Phoebe tried to dry her eyes but more tears replaced what she removed. ”But he exploded. He told me I was weak and pathetic and unlovable and worthless and pathetic and too needy and insecure and how the reason Emmett and Sunjata didn’t want me was because of me.” she said, starting to break down again, forced to pause as a few sobs broke through. ”He said I think I’ve better than everyone else and hold everyone to impossible standards and I’m gossipy and nothing he just kept berating me and I just wanted to help.”
It took Phoebe a long time to calm down enough to talk. She was quick to cry, but usually she was quick to pull it together again too. Not this time. Not with the summoner’s words chorusing in her mind like a Baptist choir calling to god on high – repeated endlessly, in slightly different configurations, sometimes with added flair and trill, all conveying the same message. But eventually she did enough to speak, though her words were still interspersed with hyperventilated breaths.
”He was upset and I told him I knew about what happened…if he needed to talk because I know he has no one.” she said, having to pause as her breath came in short gasps. Phoebe tried to dry her eyes but more tears replaced what she removed. ”But he exploded. He told me I was weak and pathetic and unlovable and worthless and pathetic and too needy and insecure and how the reason Emmett and Sunjata didn’t want me was because of me.” she said, starting to break down again, forced to pause as a few sobs broke through. ”He said I think I’ve better than everyone else and hold everyone to impossible standards and I’m gossipy and nothing he just kept berating me and I just wanted to help.”
