black hearts, the wicked never rest. i curse the day i let you in
so tell me dear,
She does doubt him. She doubts that because of her inability to do the things she wants to do, that she thinks she can do, that he could truly find some worth within her. She doubts herself more than any of it, doubts that she’s worth any of it. Useless, stupid, naïve child. How could she have thought that she could have accomplished it? When she’s so weak and broken, hanging on by a thread at the best of times. She’s numb now, hollowed out from the inside out.
“Without you, I would not have changed.” He tells her, and she finds it hard to believe. He would have found Amalia, he would have changed in the end. It wasn’t her so much as it were all of them. Ands he bites down on her lower lip, bending and folding into him like a paper aiming to be hidden away in a pocket, unable to be seen, easily forgotten about. Lips part to tell him exactly that, that Amalia would have changed him in the end if it had not been her.
But he tells her to not try to deny it, a brief chuckle, small smile, and she sighs a shuddering breath, burying her face into his chest. “Okay.” She finally concedes, unable or incapable of igniting that fire within her yet again, unable to bring herself to defy him again. She’s tired and she wants LongNight over, wants all of it over.
“Without you, I would not have changed.” He tells her, and she finds it hard to believe. He would have found Amalia, he would have changed in the end. It wasn’t her so much as it were all of them. Ands he bites down on her lower lip, bending and folding into him like a paper aiming to be hidden away in a pocket, unable to be seen, easily forgotten about. Lips part to tell him exactly that, that Amalia would have changed him in the end if it had not been her.
But he tells her to not try to deny it, a brief chuckle, small smile, and she sighs a shuddering breath, burying her face into his chest. “Okay.” She finally concedes, unable or incapable of igniting that fire within her yet again, unable to bring herself to defy him again. She’s tired and she wants LongNight over, wants all of it over.
can your heart still break?
if it's already stopped breathing?
KIADA
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Feel free to use magic/force on Kiada, without killing her <3
