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The blonde shook his head. Why was Jigano apologizing? He had done nothing wrong. "Hey, you don't need to apologize. I...I kinda freaked out there. I was being stupid and I wasn't watching what I was saying, and I'm sorry for that. Sometimes asking tons of questions can help lead to us becoming better people." Yeah, Oliver didn't like it all that much, but Jigano hadn't been nearly as hurtful as some of the people he had spoken to. He had a place of heart, while others seemed to care very little for his well being, only worried about correcting him. There were many times where Oliver wished to interrupt, but he knew better than that. He must be respectful of him and allow Jigano to speak, besides, he was starting to figure more things out...kind of. He waved a hand, trying to show that he didn't need any sugar. "Unfortunately, I don't think it'll be that easy. People hold grudges and I worry that they wont like me, no matter how much that I learn from here." Oliver wanted to show people like Phoebe and Loren that he could learn, that he could become more mature and learn from his mistakes: but that'd require him to assume that they're willing to look past his old self first. "Also, I honestly don't really know my age? I mean, I think I'm either twenty-one or twenty-two. So hey, you weren't too far off...but damn, people younger than me are making better decisions than me. Kinda just...feels off, you know?" Any help that Jigano had to offer would be graciously accepted. He wanted to become an attuned, Oliver just knew that he should. The feeling inside him when Jigano told him about it only solidified this as being the only real option he had. "Please...tell me all that you can. I'm ready to listen and learn." OLIVER i saw that my life was a vast glowing empty page and i could do anything i wanted