oliver
In all honesty, he still felt extremely confused. He got the part of someone being attuned most likely being a shapeshifter before and all that stuff, but the whole 'this isn't your body' thing is where Oliver was hung up on. Still, Oliver was under the belief that at this point, Jigano most likely wouldn't be able to explain it any better, seeing as he was now extremely stressed about the whole thing. He kind of felt like....he wasn't part of his body anymore. It felt so weird and foreign, to be inside a thing that apparently may not even be him. It may not be the person he saw in his memories. Or maybe it is. Maybe he just misunderstood. Whatever it was: Oliver felt like he couldn't ask Jigano for clarification. Already he felt stupid and Jigano had tried to explain it to no avail.
Looks like he'd just have to find someone else who could hopefully explain it to him. No way was he going to the Voice, though. He had heard enough to lack trust with her, at least, he didn't necessarily feel safe going alone to see her.
Attempting to hide away his distress, Oliver simply tried to act happy. Jigano was a nice person, totally, but he was currently freaking out inside, something he was hopefully hiding well. "It probably was an alchemist...yeah, that word sounds familiar. I know those were...in smaller supply? There was one main shop and then tiny little vendors who sold them in the markets, but not in any fancy shops. Just out on blankets or on tables and stuff." There's a nod as he attempts to explain the small snippets of memories he had. "I mean...I've made a lot of progress. I wasn't nearly this good when I first arrived. Hell, I still don't even know my last name." Was it a joke? Not sure anymore.
Yes. He did have other questions. He wanted to understand this whole body thing. He wanted to know so much more...but already he had been a nuisance. Jigano was so wonderful and kind, putting up with his idiotic questions and at least two breakdowns. It's embarrassing that Oliver, a grown man, let out all of his problems onto some stranger who didn't ask for it.
"I can't think of anything off the top of my head, so no real questions right now." And he also didn't even drink all of his tea! What a fantastic house guest he was. A dude who came in, had two freakouts, didn't drink all of the tea, and still couldn't understand the concept of the damn body switchup. He was wasting Jigano's time, surely. No need to so spend anymore of it.
Looks like he'd just have to find someone else who could hopefully explain it to him. No way was he going to the Voice, though. He had heard enough to lack trust with her, at least, he didn't necessarily feel safe going alone to see her.
Attempting to hide away his distress, Oliver simply tried to act happy. Jigano was a nice person, totally, but he was currently freaking out inside, something he was hopefully hiding well. "It probably was an alchemist...yeah, that word sounds familiar. I know those were...in smaller supply? There was one main shop and then tiny little vendors who sold them in the markets, but not in any fancy shops. Just out on blankets or on tables and stuff." There's a nod as he attempts to explain the small snippets of memories he had. "I mean...I've made a lot of progress. I wasn't nearly this good when I first arrived. Hell, I still don't even know my last name." Was it a joke? Not sure anymore.
Yes. He did have other questions. He wanted to understand this whole body thing. He wanted to know so much more...but already he had been a nuisance. Jigano was so wonderful and kind, putting up with his idiotic questions and at least two breakdowns. It's embarrassing that Oliver, a grown man, let out all of his problems onto some stranger who didn't ask for it.
"I can't think of anything off the top of my head, so no real questions right now." And he also didn't even drink all of his tea! What a fantastic house guest he was. A dude who came in, had two freakouts, didn't drink all of the tea, and still couldn't understand the concept of the damn body switchup. He was wasting Jigano's time, surely. No need to so spend anymore of it.
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